Limited-Evil Choices I Have

My mood disappointed my blog.

In EMO state almost equivalent to STUPOR. Been thinking and figuring a lot about my plans. In a lot of matters. I am trying harder and harder - not to think.

Never can feel any extra unnecessary excitement (anymore) - because things do not always work out as how you wanted it to be, as I wanted it to be.

I need it so much now and it makes me LOST. And start to scream for help.

I wish I can be a kid again . . .
A kid will not ask for more.

I wish I will never get older . . .
Old folks never get to ask more.

But this is what I needed most . . .

And this explains the meaning of this post . . .

If you are blurred now, you are normal because I am blurred (extreme) even before this entry. And I am working half way - because I am unable to complete it now.

Someone please help me. Cheering me up is not enough =p

Because THERE IS ONLY ONE SOLUTION CAN CURE MY HEDEK.