How I wish I am alone for many reasons.
Noises that wake me up from sleep, noises that distract my studies, noises that interrupt my privacy and noises that continue noises after midnight. And don't be surprised that noises can be created by just flipping a few pages of papers, by closing the door and from walking steps. Don't ask me if thats a gorilla nearby?
I am praying to have a better sleep tonight & a fresh new morning tomorrow. How badly I wish my sleep will not be distracted in the middle of night ~~~ Bad things always happen when you have not enough sleep. No mood? Can't study? Feeling nausea in the metro? Can't concentrate in class? Migraine & Frustrated!!??!! And I always get sick.
So people, please remember to get enough sleep and do not study all over the night (IF its not a MUST =p) LOL
But one thing, noises do not distract my appetite!
Almond Banana Pancakes with chocolate syrup + cinnamon toppings for brunch =)
Almost 2 years back by now, hes gone.Time can never be rewind, He is always in my heart ~
God, bring away my guilts & please strengthen my soul.
We miss you, We love you =)
And hes a cute grandpa =)
Question Of Every Second In My Mind
What is Death? Never there is a definite answer!!!
Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening, but no matter how hard death tries it can't separate people from love. It can't take away our memories either. In the end, life is stronger than death.
Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.Thus, start appreciating every single one beside you, especially those who loves you =)
I miss my grandpa badly, still, always in my thoughts & I am not able to bear (IF) any other coming shocking news abt death when I am so so far from home. I hope the old ones stay healthy always =)
80 more days to be home...
Regardless to various of religion, one basic concept is that we believe the existence of God.
When you fear, You pray =)
And the funny part abt this post, Do you want to know when you will be dying? Haha ~ Check this out!
Death Clock
I don't know why, lately I've less time for blogging. Perhaps I don't want to blog. Haha. Maybe I've always got more important things to do or more things to work on, like copying notes than start typing a post here. I don't know why there are so many people get popular through blogs but well, I don't think that will happen to me, because I have a pretty routine life in Moscow. If everyday is holiday, everyday I can travel all around, I guess its not hard to be popular through blog since I like to write and read too. And in fact things I like to do like reading novels, I don't have time for it. Nah, I know its all crap, its all just my own bloody excuses! I've got more and more lazy to upgrade my own personal life and putting too much time in my study and career. Even if I browse online, its all about diseases or things connected to my studies. Yeah boring... What a humdrum life I have! But seeing every blogger in my list updating their post at least few times a week made me a little of envy. But the fact is, actually I have no information to blog on! Thats my prob. I bet it will be really uninteresting seeing my post about stress study life or about my bloody lecturers, thus I really have to say, I have nothing to share. Hah! And I am not fancy about taking pictures all the time, unlike years ago, bringing camera everywhere, snap each and every interesting I see, but now, nah~ LAME!
So basically, the 2 damn weeks gone by and everything has come to the end ( I don't have to remind myself, its all just the beginning). So everyone got through the cycle successfully and as what I've mentioned earlier, we don't wanna see that god damn teacher ever again in our life~! But I know, things we don't want always come near. Thus, taking all the challenges in life now is like learning and teaching ourselves again and again, and perhaps we will learn smarter and I always believe in process of life, more is always better than less =) The best word to describe her : Bitchy. I don't buy her even she seems better to me or to us this semester! Nah, "touch wood" ~ Exam yet to come! LOL =)
Since after the cycle, all of us, especially me get addicted of finding ways to treat myself better like sleeping for 15 hours a day, having good meal outside. Need not to mention about Mcd, food like sushi, korean food ~ Gosh... How can I find way to treat myself better! Eat Eat Eat ~ Yeah $$$ needed haha. I wish I have more to spend on food! But only today I am feeling better, been sick for 7 days since the therapy cycle. Fever at 38.6C for 5 days. And associated with cough, flu, head dizziness, headache, chest muscles pain. My feeling being a patient : Terrify! Had an injection for reducing my temperature, thats the most most most painful injection in my life ever! My tears shed. And I am so worry being infected by the patients in the hospital, when I have so low immunity, I don't wanna get superinfected. BUT how? No how. I still need to go for classes everyday! And now, PHEW... Finally I am getting better! But I hope the bad weather don't make me sick again.
So so so... I have nothing more to say and in fact my everyday life is uninteresting! Tomorrow new cycle, Neurology =) And oh yeah, am currently addicted to House MD~! I love him =) I watched 17 episodes in 2 days time~! Cool? LOL :)
Been such a long time since I last write a post. Life has been so busy, and till now I am still so busy, but thank god its friday today! But why am I not sleeping now at 7am? Not sure why. I set my books aside =(
After the therapy cycle last semester,thank god every of us passed through it. We had the toughest teacher,everyday slept for like less than 4 hours, studying, preparing for the next class so that we won't fail for everyday class and do not have to re sit for it in order to get "zajut" successfully. Well, everything went right~! And this semester,happily we will NVR get back the same teacher for the same cycle even we are still posted at the same hospital. And Mrs Grape is our teacher this time~! Thank god because we don't have to face the previous teacher. After the everyday conference as usual, we get to the room of our own teacher to start our lesson and as usual, first day will be history patient taking.
"Knock Knock", A Big Size Fat Lady dressed as if she is decent enough ... came in. Oh... Why are you taking my students? They are my students! Lets change the group, I will give you my group 47 and I will again teach my previous last sem group, she said. Everyone GOSH. Sat for some second. Finally moved to the next room. Everyone sat silently. Depressed! Sad! Stress! Full with questions. Why is she taking us again? What's the motif behind all the propaganda??? We don't know. But one thing for sure, when there is no demand, there will be no bribe! Russians love $$$, that is so true!
Fated to be with her for 2 weeks. Now, left 3 more days before to the "atestasis" (first part of exam), and 3 more days left attending her class!
"We won't wanna see you again in the rest of our life!" *Everyone thinks that???*
Thus, my life sucks!
Attached with the things to do when you get so bored studying~! The story goes so...
