The Reason

Here goes a story...

It was like 7 years ago, I met him~ And 4 years ago, he presented me "The Reason". I don't get surprise or thinking why he chose this song, because all the while he loves rock n roll. And 4 years later, today in the class when everyone was busy talking,and the only way to keep my ears silent is to hang on my mp3. My bad habit = I don't respect a song, by saying in a way that I don't notice or try to understand the meaning of a lyrics until IF I AM REALLY IN THE MOOD OF SONGS, esp when it is NOT a sentimental or love song.

And emo me today~ I listened to the lyrics carefully for the very first time for this song ~ "The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something
I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Perhaps the person who sang this song, he was trying to send the message but the dumb and happy me that time, never notice, or maybe I am not even care listening to what he is singing or who he is singing to. But after listening to the lyrics, I do feel sorry. I can't say a reason why, its just a feeling deep inside for a special friend like him. And I tell myself ; Let the past be a past. Thats how we live on everyday =)
Am not a superwoman who is able to live up with plenty expectations. I do feel.

One day someone asked me, Can you define LOVE? Thats a very tricky question.
I told ; When you are 18, LOVE is excited. When you gets older, LOVE is a routine life: someone you can live with, someone you can share, and someone you can tolerate living with EVERYDAY. That is the circle of love.
Do you get tachy when you meet someone you like for the first time? 2nd, 3rd... 10th??? YES, definitely!!!
Do you get tachy after 3 years??
Do you get excited waiting someone to be home, waiting his call, waiting his sms, waiting for dinner, or waiting for the next meet???
Do you feel the way you SHOULD like how you felt for the very first time you met him?

Somebody said ; An eternal love, is when the couple able to fall in love in each other again and again, their love life don't get bored or suck up~ How you fall in love to the SAME person AGAIN and AGAIN?

I don't really buy the love quotes showed online because I felt that, there is not a must that everyone fits to the quotes. Besides, even if we know the real theory of love, BUT so what? We are not following, and in fact its beyond control. Its something uncertain. Who can guarantee and promise forever love? Even I can't promise one!

So what should we do?

Live for every single possible day. Do something that you makes your life worth living and appreciate each other.
Do not afraid to love. One second,One word might change many things in your life.
When I don't know what is this real little fragile love thing, I tell myself for not seeking the answer but to live with the love life. It is more important to live with what you love doing.
And here, I would really ask you to appreciate someone you should before it gets too late! ~ Esp your closest person. You might not be surprise if your best friend turn out to be your last lover!









Ooowwww.. This is officially the FIRST sensitive thoughts I poured in my this not very old blog =)

And well, thats not the end of the post YET~
Today is Jamie's Bday and as usual, dinner + bday cake =) My message to her ; Happy Bday & All the best! And have faith in our friendship.
We did not manage to snap any nice pictures but of course there are always at least FEW.
Don't ask me why the bday girl is not in the picture~ All is that we do need a better camera =)
Happy Birthday!

The Sweetest Smile

"Everything that lives, lives not alone, nor for itself"

I got this picture from Michelle's gallery and first person I thought of is you.

Thank you for the friendship and thank you for being my soul mate, greatest friend ever =) You have every reason why I chose you and trust in you. You make my friendship worthwhile. Thousand miles away,solving & sharing problems together merely through sms-es and emails. You never make me feel I am wrong, or I am a fool when I did something bad or failed in doing something, you never make me feel weak when I lost my direction, you never spend a second thinking, why am I doing that, and all you gave me is support. Telling me how confident you are on me. Your faith makes me stronger, the distance makes our friendship grow fonder.

Missing you heapsssss~ Can't wait to see you, dracula-ing with you late late night on the bed, going meal together with a must-dish fish, spending hours in coffee bean, going for movies, missing your first sweetest smile when you see me, and our warmest hugs! Stay pretty & sweetest always k =)

Love by Heart, Feel by Distance ~ Love you babe!!! XD

p.s : Pray Hard =) Send me all the luckssss!

UEFA Champions Moscow Final 2008

Fan-based activities launched prior to UEFA Champions League Final 2008
UEFA offered to football fans attending the prestigious UEFA Champions League Final in Moscow, throughout the five days in the build-up to the 2008 Final, to be played on Wednesday 21 May 2008 in the Russian capital. The UEFA Champions Festival located on Red Square from Saturday 17 to Wednesday 21 May.
The UEFA Champions Festival is designed to allow visitors to experience the feeling of the UEFA Champions League Final atmosphere, and the celebration that is UEFA Champions League football, irrespective of whether they are attending the Final itself.

Star ball logo
The design of the adidas Finale Moscow is based on the widely recognisable UEFA Champions League star ball logo. Tied in with the UEFA campaign for the final in Moscow, the colours of the new match ball are dominated by dark red stars with golden detailing. The adidas designers took their inspiration in particular from the colours of Red Square, the Kremlin and the gold domes of Moscow's numerous cathedrals.

So, being a football fan and being rejected 2 times from getting ticket to the final, how can I miss the Champion Festive? =) Am saying this on behalf of somebody haha lol.

Weather in Moscow wasn't good for the whole week, rainy day. But STILL there are so many people gathered at the Kremlin for this festive. I myself went to the Festive on Monday 20thMay, a day before the final match at Lushniki Stadium, a rainy day + sunny day. One thing I did that I won't be able to forget or regret in my life is that I waited on the queue for the bloody 5 hours!!! From 1noon till 6pm ~ without a sip water without lunch!!! Nobody to be blame Haha. And in fact I got a bit too frustrated on that queue and pity Goku got scolded from me times Haha ~ But we are dying to see the trophy! AND once we stepped onto the stairs while walking towards to trophy ~ GOSH, I don't even remember the 5 hours~ I was too happy!!!
Well, 2nd thought, the 5 hours is nothing ~ Its not like going to have the 2nd time I am able to see the trophy nor such a big football festive. Its Champion's League ok!

Unless Arsenal gets to the next future final, then perhaps I won't be surprise that I will be able to visit the festive again or the match ~ regardless to the host lol. So this time, our main aim was just the trophy and to feel the atmosphere of the Champion's League. Nothing to do with Man Utd or Chelsea ok LOL. But anyway, we've got some freebies from the clubs and also we met some players! And the most most most handsome player I have ever seen Paulo Ferreira ~ Don't compare him with pictures online ok. He is 100 times much more handsome in real person!!!!! Goku admited that also Hahaha~


After all the sacrifices, the long long queue, we treated ourself a great dinner at TGIF, our favorite American restaurant =) Its a must mar right? Haha after being frustrated for such a long time, at least someone must make it up to me lar LOL. Yay, my Bebe Back Ribs XD

Last but not least, I don't wanna mention abt the match lar... Because I likey not both team haha! But I was hoping Chelsea will win. And I got so touched when I saw Terry teared and I got so happy when I saw Ronaldo missed the penalty kick! Haha~ Ronaldo... the so called handsome-est Portugal player... Princess D, you still likey him? Haha ~ I tell you, trust me Paulo bet him!!! Muahaha ~ =)

Tiring BUT Joyous Outing!

Iron Man

Iron Man, by Jon Favreau
Main Casts = Robert Downey, Terrence Howard, Jeff Bridges, Gwyneth Paltrow
IMBD Rating = 8.3/10
ChiroBie Rating = 7.5/10
Comment = Gwyneth Paltrow has a cute name : Pepper Potts LOL. Can't explain why my rating is too big difference from the IMBD rating. And I likey Transformer much more =)


IRON MAN vs OPTIMUS PRIME

So, what do you say?
Haha~ Please say the Prime is nice okay. Its original bought from Japan XD Say its nice, its nice!!!

Okay. Updates... Haha Don't be surprise when I said yesterday was my FIRST TIME watching movie in a CINEMA in MOSCOW. I have been staying here for 4 years! But I am sure many students here NEVER even visit once in their 6th years in Moscow haha. What we do, what we live with... Our LAPTOP!!! Our SURVIVOR =)

Well well, Goku wanted so badly to go for a cinema movie once he "noticed" Iron Man is available in Moscow online !!! Normally, English movies available here are just those unpopular one, and yet its not easy at all to get to an English Cinema ( even though we heard many times from people, where and where got English Cinema). So, if not mistaken, there are only 2 English cinemas in Moscow, but put least expectation because its not a luxury one, small "Dom Theatre" with around 15 rows and total not more than 250 seats I guess. Sound system not bad but wall are concrete instead of cushion and curtain haha. Base bit too high and screen not too big. Mostly americans and some russian, and for those who can't understand English, headsets available.

Its not so surprise actually if you ever experience staying in Moscow or you heard abt the culture in Russia.Well, Russians are too patriotic ---> they hate foreigners ---> they don't want to explore or bring in something to their country ---> they don't learn English ---> even if they learned, they won't wanna talk in English ---> because they are proud of themselves. Thank to the victory of the war! Being a strong country during war centuries ago. Geographically being in Europe, but they are not accepted by the Euro Union. Tell me la, who don't hate Russians??? Yeah, got one!Pak Lah Explain why Russia + Malaysia connected soooooooo well now~ Because of the astronaut??? Yeah Russian loves making fun of us, asking : Why Malaysian got no holiday today? Your astronaut is successfully sent up today!!! HOORAYYYYY !!!!

Hahahahaha ~ Am not laughing!

DUH!!!

Breath normally..... people.....

Okay ~ So you people, exam is near so pre-treat yourself a cinema movie before exam!!!
Price = Rub 250
Student Price = Rub 150 (only available during weekdays)
Location = M.Prospekt Mira, Hotel Renaissance, Moscow. Dom Theatre 2nd floor. Pop corn Rub 80,100,150 (salty).
And FREE SEATING !!! Get your tickets earlier and get your favorite seat!

Oh yeah ~ You can even go for the "Shoe Shine" ( Gosok Kasut Section ) Hahahaha ~ Exam Countdown = 1st Paper ---> 17 DAYS!!!

TGIFriday

Wooottt... Thank God Its Friday !!!
Having Paed cycle is kinda torturing, the walking distance is not a really walking distance for me. Cause its bloody far from the metro station! Luckily our teacher isn't the next door teacher nor the one who loves to scream. So, shouldn't I be feeling blessed instead of complaining haha. But well, I don't think the students will be able to prepare well for the classes NOW when its near to final, just 3 more weeks ahead, esp if the cycle they having now is not one of the final paper for this semester. Yeah, 3 more weeks! I am busy preparing ( hah~ Actually I was just about to start studying LOL) The bed is so tempting!!! Tempting??? Perhaps the food???

Because I didn't want to go out for lunch today but kinda crave for burgers, thus I made myself a Home-Made Twister with bacon and fish fingers =)

Ingredients =
1) Bacon, Fish Finger
2) Лаваше
3) Mayonese, Mustard, and my favourite Life Chili Sauce!
4) Salad & Cucumber

Instruction = Prepare the bacon and the fish finger, wrap them all together and toast it with the pan to make it crispy! Simple & Easy Lunch ~ And tasty too!
Have a nice weekend!!! =)

My Babies Are High

Been such a long long time, the babies are in dirt haha~ And my room accumulates with more and more dust lately, thats usually what happen when the winter ends. Thus I decided to bath them yesterday night =) And they are high up now and they are clean XD
After hanging, they should be placed comfortably onto my bed AND ....
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My coming 2nd round washing the remaining babies will be not too soon hehe.
Perhaps I should bath them by not spinning them because they are my favorites haha =)
Ouwww.. The other 2 are isolated years at the book rack! Actually they are cute too =)
Yep... And my last baby!!!
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TA DAAAAAAAAAA ~~~ Ms M&M aka Ms Pop-Corny

Listen With Your Heart

The six-year old angel who may earn £1m as the next Charlotte Church

She's never had a formal singing lesson. Instead, she has had to hone her skills on a £39.99 karaoke machine.

But Connie Talbot, the six-year-old star of ITV1's Britain's Got Talent, is already being hailed as the "next Charlotte Church".

And after wowing both the audience and the judges - in particular Simon Cowell - she is now tipped to earn more than £1million over the coming year.

Read More...

I never know abt know about this show nor the brilliant 6 years old star Connie Talbot ( because I seldom watch You Tube), until just now, when I was reading Soo Ann's post , I found out she has an interesting video, the final of the show, with this little cutie pie girl =) And shes just awesome! I am sure she never sing at home, just because she predicted she can earn so much money in the next few years haha. But she has got it man!

So people, take your time, read abt her, listen & watch her video online. Lets pay her some respect! =)

Watch BGT Final ~ Song : Over The Rainbow

A Mother's Day

Mom and Dad were reading in the den
Mom said, "I'm gonna go to bed, it's late."
She went to the kitchen to make three
School lunches another night in a mother's day.
Put the cereal bowls out for breakfast,
Set the coffee maker for 6:00am;
Sewed a loose button on brother's shirt for him;

Checked sister's math homework, sent a note to the teacher,
Added eggs to the grocery list;
Started a load of wash, made sure the doors were locked,
Put water in the puppy's dish;
Wrote a cheque to the children's piano teacher,
Turn the dishwasher on;
And Dad called out, "Honey what's takin' you so long?"

Have I ever thanked you for everything you've done?
Now all that I can say is, "I love you Mom."

Hung some art on the refrigerator door and
Headed up the stairs;
Kissed all the children and helped Sister comb her
Wavy golden hair.
Washed her make-up off and turned on the bath;
Lay down in the moon soft light
And kissed dad goodnight.

Have I ever thanked you for everything you've done?
Now all that I can say is, "I love you Mom."

Thank you for nursing me through all those colds and fevers;
Thank you for believin' in me when they were no other believers.

And it's never too late to say, "I love you Mom."




Pretty & Young Mummy =) How can I forget my playful puppy? LOL
Cutieee Pieeeeeeee XD

Happy Mother's Day, Mum =)

Top Movies

Best 3 Movies I've watched lately, in my opinion =)

1) August Rush by Kirsten Sheridan (2007)
Main Cast : Freddie Highmore, Keri Russell, Jonathan Rhys Meyers, Robin Williams
IMBD Rating : 7.5/10
ChiroBie Rating : 8.9/10
Watch Trailer

2) Horton Hears A Who by Jimmy Hayward, Steve Martino (2008)
IMBD Rating : 7.6/10
ChiroBie Rating : 8/10
Watch Trailer

3) My Blueberry Nights by Wong Kar Wai (2007)
Main Cast : Jude Law & Norah Jones
IMBD Rating : 7.0/10
ChiroBie Rating : 8/10
Watch Trailer


Catch the movies people and rate it!
Last but not least, Happy Victory's Day!!!
And........ Happy Holidays again! Haha XD

p.s : Oh yeah, forgot about the Clover Field Haha... Perhaps someone should rate this one! A Suck one LOL

Spring Time

There are always limited stuffs you can do in Moscow especially during winter. But stuffs you can do in Spring are limited too due to the busy study schedule. But as always, there will be activities during the 1st week of May, due to the Labor Holiday and also The Victory Day of Russia which falls on 9th of May. And during this period, either there will be an annual dinner(MASSAD) or there will be Intervasity Sport Games,Russia. Actually both will be held each year =) In different places, venue and cities. But too bad, again this year am not involve in any of that activities keke. Thus, for sure I have to plan some personal activities for myself.

So, on 3rd May, my friends and I went to the Circus. My last visit to Circus was 3 years back ( An Awesome one!!!). This year was not as good as previous but still the price worth watching, especially during holidays, when we have nothing much to kick on. And as usual, dining out and back home not so late at night. We are not the dark-mites lol. But bad thing is that, we did a lot of walking. A real walk man. Due to some "circumstances", we are not able to find the Korean restaurant we wanted to go for. Haha. This have to thank to someone LOL. And end up reaching the International Football Stadium, Lushniki Moscow where the Champions League gonna be held. ( MUtd vs Chelsea??? @ Fcker vs The Blue Car ??? Haha). At last, we gave up and decided to let the wind takes us, get in to any tram nearby. That was whose idea???!!! Well, finally we got to the nearest metro station and kick off to the "The Frequent Korean Restaurant, Jasmine". But thanks to god, ITS CLOSED!!! Poor us, tiring and hungry. Because we have no other choice, we finally chose the Japanese Restaurant,Saisen~ nearby which seems to be expensive and classy, which is why we never get the chance to eat in. But this time, we made it.The food was special, tasty and prices are reasonable too =)What a day! And I slept the night before 10.30pm. And guess what, the next day is Sunday! But we have classes, yet a new cycle due to the Friday holiday replacement.

The Circus Hall

Lushniki Stadium Moscow
Ticket holders for Champions League Don't Need A Visa To Russia??? Is That True???
"Are You A Terrorist???", asked.LOL.


Katsudon

Miso Ramen

Perhaps,someone should name this for me???!!! LOL

Winter vs Spring. The prices for groceserries? Strawberries???
Winter = Rub 250 = Rm 35
Spring = Rub 80 = Rm 10
Is that not a big difference?
So get the berries now people!!!

I Love Holidays. Who Doesn't?

Happy Labor's Day to the Laborers & Happy Holi's Day to Unemployed Students! 3 days-holiday is alr a YAY! =)
April just ended and another month has come. And a month sooner to be home =)
Winter ended and here comes Spring!

Spring Feast 2008 in PFU- First time visiting the feast in 4 years. One Word = Crowded.
Had a kinda long queue going through the entrance of the feast, visited plenty of the booth set up by students from different countries around the world. Selling the countries' products and sharing the beauty of their cultures~ Selling different kind of food, each variety has its own speciality of the country. Had an hour walk,ended up at an Indian Restaurant. Outing took like 3.5 hours, the queue has to be included LOL.

Weather = Perfect because Its Spring! "Finally....."





I want more holidays ~ !!!

And a 5 am view from my study desk =) "Mind the blogging time"