Hocus Pocus

I've a bad feeling

2010-09-17T22:27:00.004+04:00

I have a bad feeling about my induction next week. I'll get to know which hospital I'll be posted at after Monday. I have a bad feeling that I might not get any of those 3 hospitals that I applied for. I don't know why but I just feel it.

Most of my friends gonna have their induction at PD and just a few of us got KL. I assumed they catogerize us according to our addresses, KL-ians ---> PD and vise versa.

I don't really care about the induction even though the fact is that most my friends gonna be at PD while I'll be at KL alone, what I do really care about is the hospital I am gonna be posted at.

I am really worried and I keep telling myself that I can't just leave KL.

I am a city girl. I can only pray hard.

Miss Selfridge

2010-09-16T21:28:00.006+04:00

Currently I am truly madly deeply addicted in love with Miss Selfridge!

Gawttt . . . their dresses are awesome awesome beautiful !

I bought more than 10 pieces in just 2 visits! Heart them all =)

They are no ordinary.

G-Shock Mini

2010-09-15T22:54:00.018+04:00

I've always wanted to get myself a G-shock. And hoooraayyy someone just bought me a brand new G-shock mini, not a Baby-G hehe. I am loving it soooo much! Trust me, she looks better than just a picture. Shes gorgeous!

Last week I lost my GUESS watch and I've decided to get a new one. In fact I need one urgently because I gotta start working soon and without a watch is a no-no for me. I should have bought one which is decent enough for work.

But ended up with G-shock mini. Shes shock resistant, 100M water resistant, LED afterglow, 29 time zones, password protection, 5 daily alarms, countdown timer etc etc and etc. Shes GMN 550-1B.

I've always love extraodinary products. My new toy is just so superB pweetyyy =)

It doesn't look tooooo weird wearing formal with G-shock, ain't it? Haha =p

I do need a new watch soon!

And I do really need to stop shopping!

Malaysia

2010-08-13T20:54:00.004+04:00

Almost 3 weeks since I came home. Life changes a lot. And sometimes I still can't believe that I've graduated. I don't have to go back to Moscow anymore.

I do feel young. Especially when parents around, I feel needless being the decision maker.

I never blog. One of the reason is being home. Sometimes when you have nothing to do, merely sitting in the living room, I just feel good being home. And I have no intention to even go online. I am still adapting my summer holidays like every other summer break I had. I don't treat home as my routine. YET. So when I get to rest home like now, I feel extremely good.

Moscow is my work, home is my vacation. But I realized that sooner or later, home is where I should do my routine. I have to work just like going to school in Moscow for 6 years. I might start writing again when I have dinner or party just like what I did 6 years in Moscow. Just like my routine life in Moscow.

I am not gonna mention what I'd done in these 3 weeks. But life is good. Life is definitely treating me perfectly!

Now that I understand why Muscovites never blog when they are homed. And I am now one of them.

H.O.M.E

2010-07-26T23:24:00.003+04:00

FINALLY I AM HOME. AFTER 6 YEARS.
I DOUBT IF HOME IS THE PLACE WHERE I BELONG TO =p

2010-07-14T00:48:00.007+04:00

Kubi is still traveling XD XD XD

Around Moscow, St.Petersburg, Paris, few cities in Scotland, around Nederland . . . Today I went to Volendam, Marken, Windmill villages ~ Still gonna stay in Nederland for few more days before leaving to England! Gonna visit few cities in England and then Germany, back to Moscow and then Dubai and HOME !!!

Even though most of the countries/cities I'd been twice or more but it's okay. I had a lot of fun, especially when mom is around and I love road trips!

Sad thing is that weather turned out to be bad these few days and didn't able to take good photos. And . . . so sad when I found out that I'd been to more than 30-40 cities in the world but I own only less than 10 fridge magnets. HOW SAD!

Looking forward for more road trips! Hear from me soon!

OH YEAH ! I MET NEDERLAND FOOTBALL team today in Amsterdam! Went through the canal parade, saw them closeeeee up ! ! ! HEHE. Blog about it soon XD

GRADUATING CLASS OF 2010

2010-07-03T01:45:00.005+04:00

I am traveling right now, lappy is not with me thus

I am unable to edit my pictures

and also time is not allowing me to blog.

Hence, I will only preview a few pictures of my graduation day

which was held on 30th June 2010.

Follow me for updates!

2010-07-02T07:17:00.000+04:00

LEAVING TO ST.PETE AND EUROPE FOR 3 WEEKS.

ONE WORD

2010-06-25T15:39:00.001+04:00

JUST ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE MY LIFE NOW : BUSY. BUSY, BUSY AND BUSY.

Insomnia

2010-06-24T06:11:00.003+04:00

Gosh unable to sleep whole night ! AGAIN ! ! !
Don't know what's happening, I really can't sleep.
Exams are over, no stress and still I am having insomnia, even worst than before exam.

Gonna have interview in an hour time. I am a lil' nervous. But wanna finish it soon!

I am so so so so so sooooooooooo busy with the graduation work and my packing! I packed 89kgs already, can you believe me? GOSH, I am really crazy. And I have 90 more kgs to pack!

Thank god I have juniors, they offered me 90kgs goodness! And 25 more kgs from other friends. I am really grateful to have them when I need a hand! And I actually need more hehe.

I guess I should get ready now. Today itself, I have a handful list of things to do.

I need strength!

DR. Jr.

2010-06-22T01:56:00.002+04:00

Officially I am done with final year. I am graduating in 8 days.

Am feeling really sick today. Stomachache, diarrhoea several times and vomited.

Dozing off now. Gonna blog tomorrow =) Night peeps!

Fifty Five

2010-06-19T01:50:00.007+04:00

55 hours to go, I will end my medical school officially.
I should be studying now but I just can't get into the mood.
How I wish I can just go for exam without studying. I still will pass I guess. The matter is only how did you pass yourself.
I wish someone can talk and chat with me now, I am so so so boring.
Family back in Malaysia sleeping, Danbo's sleeping, muscovites are either sleeping or studying. I am the only one - workless.

I didn't want to sleep tonight. I wanna study, seriously I do wanna study. I am so slow. I need to catch up, so much to catch up. But the evil side of me keep telling me not to worry because everything is just going to be alright.

It is football season now. Danbo watches 3 matches a day. Thumbs up to him ! He never started a shit yet, I am amazed yet he felt no stress haha. At all. Kubi before dating him and after has so so so much difference. I used to be . . . a book worm! But now I am a lepak-queen =p How I wish I can have half of his EQ. Well, I actually love the better me now. At least I live a simpler life and I am happy.

I wanna call home, time is ticking so slowly. Wanna talk to mommy. Oh, I used to spelled mummy but now I think mommy is nicer. Danbo influenced me, he likes everything with round shape. Said I have a round eyes, round nose, round face, and football is round too. His favorite number is 8. He seriously loves everything round! But he dislikes round-fat-flabby-fair woman LOL =p He is a perfectionist! And I am unnoticeably following is trend =p The feeling is perfect when you can perfect the imperfections. The bad side is, people might think you have high expectations, but to me, I really think expectations are needed in life.

And . . . Danbo's dream is to be a plastic surgeon L O L =p
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . . . Let me tell you about my idea of him being a plastic surgeon in future post =p

Second and last

2010-06-17T01:55:00.003+04:00

First paper done. Second coming next Monday. My last exam in Moscow, my final final final exam as undergraduate medical students. I haven't started much. Just four more days left but I didn't feel it yet.

Instead my cooking mood is on again! Even though I didn't update any food post lately but I do still cook everyday. Maybe not something too extraordinary. Cooking used to be one of my hobby but maybe because I am leaving Moscow soon, leaving this room, this hostel and leaving my lovely oven and stove, I rarely cook anything extraordinary.

Anyway I am gonna clear up my fridge tomorrow and gonna have a food feast finishing all the stored food/meats. I do wanna cook tomorrow, I already have few dishes in mind. I need more chinese food. Lately been eating too much of fried/bbq-ed/spicy/and hot food. I need to cool down a lil =p

While revising my fridge, I saw a lot of essences left in my fridge. Rose flavor, red coloring, pandan coloring/flavor, vanilla and also damn it ~ I have a durian essence ! ! ! Hahaha . . . Been thinking what to do with it. And made up my mind that I shall bake a few muffins. Danbo dislikes durian, I guess I gotta give a try, bake a few muffins and glurp all by myself =)

Ten Days

2010-06-16T02:23:00.003+04:00

Ten more days mommy will be here, in Moscow.
Tomorrow is my first paper, MCQ paper for my final.
Finally I am sitting my 2nd last paper in Moscow.
Mix of feelings.
I have so many things to do besides exam. Really.
I know I haven't studied much but
I hope tomorrow will be good.
Please be good. I plead.
=)

2010-06-14T16:39:00.001+04:00

YOU AIN'T A PRINCESS !

#10

2010-06-13T22:14:00.001+04:00

They simply mean there is a light shining somewhere nearby.

#9

2010-06-13T22:12:00.003+04:00

There is nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly.

#7 #8

2010-06-13T22:08:00.003+04:00

My ideal is to wake up in the morning and run around the meadow naked.
Between the in between.

When I was younger . . .

2010-06-10T02:16:00.007+04:00

I am quite bored with my current skin. Been using it for a while already. I didn't want to change it because I don't want to waste my time editing all the layouts again. Hmmm . . . this skin is still pretty cute right? I wonder how can I wider the margin of my skin. Some blogs I read, they have really wide margin from left to right, you can read a bigger font and also view a larger image. I just don't know how to do it. Plus I am lazy. Normally you tend not to change anything from your routine. What to do, I get bored so easily. I need new stuff all the time. But I really think with a wider margin, my blog gonna look better. I've been using 10 inches lappie for 5 years already, I am really bored with it. Quite awesome when I get to online with my friend's lappie with 15-17 inches. I am bored with my routine =(

Oh it is 2:30 am now and goodness I am studying! Well, I tried concentrating whole day, even though my concentration did not reach more than 50% but at least I am studying right. At least even if I wasn't concentrating too much, I was just looking, by the vision, I still see something, read something. Better than nothing!

I am still hoping for a picnic. Sigh the weather is just not good. Rainy days for whole week. In fact nearly 2 weeks already. I didn't get to hang out. But room is kinda cooling and perfect for sleeping! Room is less dusty during rainy days. Talking about dust, sigh my guitar is so dusty. I mean my guitar bag. I rarely play. I suck at guitar man. I really need to start playing again. As I've already made up my mind playing a birthday song for my mum 2 days right after we got back home from Europe trip! Shhhhhh . . . a secret =)

She will gonna love it and she never know that I play guitar. She must be really surprise because I don't think she ever thought of her own kids capable of playing any musical instruments. The 3 girls at home disappointed her so so so many times because we refused to learn organ when we were younger, or better known as pipe organ. I never practice at home, I played only during classes. And once, my teacher scolded me so badly and I cried. I remembered she hit my hand on the organ. And I ran back home and told my daddy that I got beaten up with violence. L O L. I did it on purpose because I just hate playing instrument so much.
My daddy was so so so angry and he went to the Yamaha musical school and scolded the teacher, paid of the remaining school fees. A month after that incident, the musical school closed down. L O L. I guess my daddy had something to do with this =p I was only 7. And I played on a glass-made organ. The organ is so pretty. 10 years after, I regretted. How I wish I can play on a keyboard now. But, never too late to learn. I always wanted to learn, if I have time, but one thing for sure, I need a teacher ! =)

Zero

2010-06-08T16:56:00.002+04:00

It's really weird to blog during midday. Especially when I just got up from bed and when the sun gleamed on the window. I read blog as usual. I read people's blog as usual. And today I felt so much depression on myself after reading blogs.

More than 60% of my friends are either doctors or medical students. I love to read blogs because I dislike to ask. I don't usually ask when they have no intention to tell. And what would a doctor blogs about? Yeah about their dull working life, how they manage their patients and their diseases and also how they got screwed up by the specialists.

I am more interested on how they manage their patients and diseases because hell knows working life is always dull and boring. I felt myself being zero. Yeah ZERO. I am really envious that they were trained in a better medical schools. They were trained so well before starting their job. And yet I am in a state where I sometimes do not understand what they are talking about.

One conclusion I can make is that RSMU sucks no matter how hardworking you are, how good you've memorize all the theories and how good you've scored for your finals. Because we just don't practice. We never practice. And another disadvantage is that we work for Russia. We study in Russia. And so Russian grads are classified under 3rd grade doctors, well we deserve the grade.

I didn't say that being a Russian grad unable to shine in your own way. I didn't mean that a Russian grad can never be a good doctor. I am just clear that I have to learn in a very hard way. Very. I am starting my medical school again when I start working. I have to go through hard times.

I really think that RSMU should be unrecognized. It is better for you to work and study hard for your A Levels. With your best results, I am sure now there are a lot of affordable medical schools in Malaysia. At least, you will be train better locally. And also RSMU is not cheap nowadays. During my time, I mean 6 years ago, US$5000 per year is a good deal. 30 thousand for M.D. where to get?

Well as I'd mentioned, if I were to choose my life again, this will be my life. But if you have a better option, never consider Russia. Unless you wanna work in Russia, RSMU is your choice.

Kapitoli Getaway

2010-06-08T00:17:00.007+04:00

I don't have to write. You read the image. Hahaha.
If you don't laugh when you see this image, then you are a moron =p
Unless you are not a Russian speaker =)
I am not trying to show how bad we played XD
АЙРИС with her lovely sky blue nomer 8 bowling ball and her frog-legged.
Arrogant yet stupid.
ЙИНЬ said she failed her 'post'.
ЙОН with his extreme posture but blardy slow rolling ball =p
But XXXX okay Wuahahaha.
ЖЕНЬ a.k.a Jen a.k.a Woman with his semi-pro posture, balls with gigantic wave of energy but lil' not at its straight line. Heeeee XD
I am finding something to blog.
Our Kapitoli Getaway last 2 weeks.
Enjoy your body when you roll.

Mary had a little lamb ...

2010-06-07T03:45:00.001+04:00

Mary had a little lamb,
Little lamb, little lamb,
Mary had a little lamb,
Its fleece was white as snow

Everywhere that Mary went,
Mary went, Mary went,
Everywhere that Mary went
The lamb was sure to go

It followed her to school one day
School one day, school one day
It followed her to school one day
Which was against the rules.

It made the children laugh and play,
Laugh and play, laugh and play,
It made the children laugh and play
To see a lamb at school

And so the teacher turned it out,
Turned it out, turned it out,
And so the teacher turned it out,
But still it lingered near

And waited patiently about,
Patiently about, patiently about,
And waited patiently about
Till Mary did appear

"Why does the lamb love Mary so?"
Love Mary so? Love Mary so?
"Why does the lamb love Mary so?"
The eager children cry

"Why, Mary loves the lamb, you know."
Loves the lamb, you know, loves the lamb, you know
"Why, Mary loves the lamb, you know."
The teacher did reply

-_______-

2010-06-07T03:11:00.004+04:00

I suck at MCQ. I always do better in oral or writing. I have more than 2000 MCQ questions to study for final. Gosh, less than 10 days! I am in deep shit. I remembered I studied my surgery MCQs like 3 weeks before exam last semester but now I have less than 10 days only and I have more than 2000 questions. I am so so so dead.

So far, I studied 200 questions. 10% of the sum. I just finished 65 episodes of series. Just. SHIT. I really gotta start studying. No kidding! Besides I still have writings and oral =(

My mood is just not right. 22 more days till my graduation and 19 more days till I see mummy. Why can't they just give the final right after our classes and give us a longer break before graduation so that we can prepare better for exam and also our convocation.

I am just thinking of going into depression again. Heeeeeee. Can't believe myself marinating meat for steamed glutinous rice with chicken a.k.a loh mai kai at 2:45am. Yeah am gonna make it tomorrow. I didn't cook well lately. Well you can see that I never post a shit about food. I feel so much like cooking =) So tomorrow gonna be my cooking day!

I have so many plans. I don't know if I have time. I wish I have! I wanna go picnic, museums, zoo, etc etc etc . . . At this very second, damn I can only remember my plans but not exam -_______-

I really need more time !

Fourth Of June

2010-06-04T01:08:00.008+04:00

Time is ticking really fast. 25 more days till my graduation! Oh to be more exact my very own convocation ! ! ! I've never attended any convocation in my life, not my parents', not my sister's, not my brother's, not my friends'. As far as I remembered, once in my life time was attending Danbo's cousin brother's convocation 2 years back at MMU. Anyway, I have nothing much to say about other people's convocation. I am soon gonna have my own convocation!

6 years in Russia, passed really really fast. I still remember my first flight to Moscow, sat next to a belgian guy, until now I can still remember his face and our conversation. We had a photo. And my first time living away from home, thousand miles away, moved into a tiny square block with 4 other friends. I gained from 48kg to 57kg. I ate few bars of chocolates a day, eating cereal and milk every night before sleeping. Studied biology together with my block-mates, revised a day before exam and I freaked out because I cannot remember a shit. Moved on to 2nd year, had my first trip Europe trip to Italy, and summer I went to Dubai. I moved on every year, visiting more and more countries. More and more continents. Last summer, I spent my summer break in states. Counting from now, it has been more than 1 year and 9 months since I met my family. My longest away from home. All the goods and bads throughout these 6 years, well if I were to choose again my life, this will be my life =)

I am not sure what is gonna happen in future. What is gonna happen in 3 months time. This month is my final month being a student. The final month of my care-free life where I don't have to think where my allowances come from, because I have daddy. 3 months from now, I have to live on my own. I have to start working. In a hospital. I have to start paying my own debts for houses, cars, etc etc and etc. This is what I am afraid of all these while. Yes, the commitments. I am never good with commitments.

But I am leaving Russia for good. Yeah, I have to stay positive, I am leaving Russia for good. I don't hate Moscow, but I just don't love Moscow enough. I miss home more. I love my home more. I wanna be at home more despite that I have to start earning my own life. I guess everyone has to go through this, and I don't have priority pass, just like you. I just can't imagine that I am already an adult, I have to take care of myself. My last sight of memory with my parents, we were having jokes, fun and cuddling each other. I am always like a small kid in their eyes. I just can't imagine how am I gonna talk to them 'like an adult'. I don't think I am ready yet. But I wonder how my parents gonna treat me as an adult when I get home this summer. Will they still cuddle and accept my stupid jokes and from a doctor? I really wonder. To them, doctor has to be serious and serious. Yes, I am serious when I work. You feel me if you ever worked with me. But at home, I never act like one.

I guess I am just not ready to accept that I am growing now. No longer a daddy girl. My younger brother is 4 years younger than me, and he is graduating this July too. He seems to be more mature. Both in thinking and in person, including his appearance keke. I do have personality disorder. Whenever my parents around, I am always like a kid. I didn't make this and I didn't control myself. And my 2nd elder sister just finished her master last month, and now she is waiting for her convocation and her entry seat for Phd. She works for LKW. Oh I remembered calling her yesterday asking for help. For your info, I am in charge in yearbook for my graduation and also as an event coordinator. To be frank, being an editor is not easy at all, especially when you are a medical student. I've never used photoshop so much before. Imagine, we have to work with graphic designs. Such a pain. And the printing company gave us so so so many problems, we couldn't blame them all because we are new. We didn't know that we have to bleed to size of the paper, we didn't know we need to use CYMX instead of RGB, we didn't know that graphic designers never use publisher, we never know that yada yada yada and yada . . . We went several times, editing again and again and again and thank god, we are done! Our yearbook is printing now. I am SO GLAD. And thanks to the handphone-ps-tutor from Miss Ivy hehe =p And now I just gotta wait and pray for a good outcome but we are ready to accept any criticism. Human just love to complain especially when they need to spend a little of their money.

Anything to do with cars, driving license or politics, I can ask my daddy. Anything to do with law, I can rely on my oldest sister, anything to do with designs either graphic or drawings, my 2nd sister is the best choice or both my brother-in-laws, anything to do with engineering I can talk to my brother, and anything to do with cookings, I have mummy, and anything they need to know about medical, I can advise them, anything about finance I guess my youngest brother can help in future? Heeeeeee. I just miss home so so so much. Just can't wait to touch the ground.

Went to bowling today right after the printing company. Danbo and I were quite exhausted dealing with the stuff we are handling now. I didn't play a lot today. I wasn't in a very good condition. Didn't have much spirits and my legs were not helping. Thus, I scored like shit. As usual, we go for pool after bowling, as usual only for 3-4 games. And again as usual, spent money on pancakes (Tepemok) and as usual non-stop buying groceries, my fridge gonna explode soon!

I promised myself to start studying for finals 3 days ago which was the first day of June. I failed. And now I am still day and night dreaming. Having my face mask on, I am blogging now and it is already 1 pass midnight. I need sleep. I still have plans. Not sure what but I am just not ready for books yet. Not so soon.

Oh yeah, I started selling my stuff since last week. Stuff like fridge, smartcooker, stove, oven, books, cupboards, etc etc. I am glad that almost everything sold off except for a few like slow cooker and rice cooker. My business wasn't bad at all. I didn't sell them at the corridor or through blogging, I just posted them in FB and goodness, half an hour most of my stuff are gone! I am so happy. And haha of course I am happy because I have money now XD Well, at least more than my monthly allowances, maybe twice? Heeeeeeee. But you guys don't try to rob me ok! XD I am just gonna use the money wisely like paying for my mum 's accommodation in Moscow and St.Pete !

Alright, need to wash off my mask and yeah I am just gonna pamper myself like princess for this final month! Read me everyday! Night peeps! Oh before that, hehe I wanna tell you that, this is only my 3rd time putting on a mask! Yeah in my whole life, 3rd time! My advise is that no matter how pretty you think you are, no matter how flawless you think you are, no matter how young you think you are, please do a mask! We are all aging. I don't use cleanser. Only if I put on a make up, I clean my face using a cleanser, or else, I think crystal clear cold tap water is really good!

An exquisite Mexican Night

2010-06-02T22:43:00.007+04:00

It was Jamie's birthday last Sunday and we decided to throw her a party. Actually she requested for a birthday party hehe, well I guess she wanna have a birthday party at her older age to crave back some childhood memories hehe. I am not sure about others but as for me, my parents never fail organizing me a birthday party every year, since I was younger. I miss the older times. This is the 8th time we celebrated her birthday together, not all of us, but most of us. We have been celebrating each other's birthday since we were studying in college, doing our A Levels. I know many things had happened in this long 8 years, but no matter what friendship is what I treasure. I love you girl =) You know I do even though I don't always express myself XDBut anyways, yeah we had an exquisite mexican night! The party was so fun. We dressed up like mexicans, the ladies dressed up with flowery dresses, long lovely skirts and Angeline-special-made flowery hair-bands. The mexicano-men with their lovely mustaches. And credit to the room decorators with various of vegetables hehe, yeah with garlico, banano and etc etc . . . XD

Thanks to Angeline for her lovely flower hair-band.Don't mess with a mexicano =p

Yummy yummy-licious food! We had chicken and bacon wrap by Leelee and Romayne, broccoli bacon salad by Angeline and Claire, mexican rice by Tryphena and Nachos with mango salsa, guacomole, taco sauce, chicken enchiladas with tortilla bread and hot sauce buffalo wings by yours truly XD

Finally I have a picture with this girl. Not our very first picture but I think this is the only picture with me that she likes because she didn't un-tag herself in FB wuahaha. And yeah she looks so mexican that night!Am not gonna blog much about the party. Conclusion I had a wonderful party. Oh yeah and finally I learned how to play Texas Poker! And, I tried on a cigar! Don't mess with me wuahahahaha XD

Last but not least, Happy Birthday Chia Kuan Mun ! ! !

The Cranberries

2010-05-29T03:24:00.006+04:00

The Cranberries Live ! ! !

My first concert in Moscow and unfortunately my final as well. The concert was awesome! Dolores was superB. She always is. So far, this is not my best concert but I really enjoyed it, despite I was sitting quite far from stage. Out of 9 million citizens in Moscow, I didn't know that there are so many russians capable of singing English songs! I thought they don't speak English, yeah they don't as far as I'd experienced. But goodness, they can memorize the lyrics better than I do!They make me love Moscow. Didn't like it here so much before.

However, I wasn't able to take a lot of pictures due to the poor lighting. The hall was dim and full with spot-lights once the concert started. Dolores rock-ed for one and half hours non stop. She is really awesome! Deadly in love with her angelic voice. And her funny dancing pattern, if you are into her and if you ever watch her videos in You Tube, you know what kind of epic pattern I am talking about. Heeee.She sang quite a number of songs, I cannot remember counting'em. Everyone's favorite ; zombie. And also dreams, linger, salvation, animal instinct, dreaming my dreams, time is ticking out, how, etc and etc. I took a few videos, I was quite far away, and the motion wasn't too stable because haha I was moving my body =p But it is okay, like I have always mention, memories that mind.I'll post up some videos next time! As usual, follow for updates!

After the concert, we headed to Starlite Diner for supper. I ordered baguette smoked turkey sandwiches and Danbo had le cordon bleu burger. And 7 of us had 4L of raw beer, or whatever you wanna call it. We caught the last metro at 1am and the last bus at 1:45am. Lucky us! And again I had a superB great outing.

I just freaking don't wanna quit my study life ! ! !

Spectacle Lenses

2010-05-28T03:56:00.005+04:00

Sometimes I really do think I have strabismus. Convergent. I either overlooked or unrecognized objects.

Besides having hypertension, sorta genetically they have eye problems. Not only family close to me, but other family too. My mum has dry eyes and mild strabismus too. And I really think glasses help her a lot. Spectacle lenses help to eliminate the need for excessive accommodation with its associated convergence excess, so it permits the two eyes to see as a unit even though they may not be properly anatomically oriented - this is what I read online but how true it is, you tell me. What about treating surgically?

I hope if I needed help one day, I will be treated perfectly well. Eyes are really important. I don't want to get inherited if I can choose.

I am up to this topic because I webcam-ed with mummy today and she looked over my recent pictures and told me that I might have such problem. I told her once last year that I have serious problem with my eyes. I tend to overlook objects and diplopia, maybe my eyes were forced for excessive accommodation. Then I stop wearing contact lenses and start wearing spectacle lenses. Thank god my eyes are okay after a few weeks and double vision no more.

I really should consider wearing spectacle lenses more =)

One thing I am really curious. I don't know why people think strabismus is a funny disease. I mean they laugh. They mean it. Whenever they see people with convergent eyes, they laugh. Instead I feel sorry for them. They didn't want it.

I am just so emo about eyes now. Haha.

You thought.

2010-05-27T01:50:00.004+04:00

I looked at this page for a while and I didn't know what to write. I have so many things in my mind now, heaps of things to be done yet I have so little time.

I am unable to express myself in words now.

I was requested to post up the photos of items on sale from a few interested buyers since last 2 weeks, I didn't do it until today. I posted more than 40 items in an hour, and more than half are gone now. I am glad. I really am. Hopefully I don't have any leftovers before my graduation.

I didn't go for electives today. Again. So far I'd been to only once. Hopefully sum of 3 by this Friday so that I will be able to get zachut for therapy elective. I went for a tour to our graduation hall today, had meeting with people in charge. My first time there. It wasn't as disappointing as what I've heard so far. Place is rather small, hall is rather compact but I think the parents will sorta like the Russian style building ~ Dom Uchebni.

Financial wise, we didn't choose a better hall. Well the story does not summarize in one simple sentence like this. Long story. Like I said Russia is a pain! So, we accepted the hall they have to offer. Less hassle, no headache. I know so many of them were disappointed, trust me we are doing our best =) You know it is hard to fight with them plus not everyone is willing to pay for a graduation ceremony. Not as easy as you thought. Anyway, I think the hall is rather pretty despite it is old and compact, hopefully the parents gonna like it average.

Other than hall, the yearbook team is coming to the end soon. Hopefully by next week, everything will be done and ready for printing. I pray hard for everything gonna be okay. I am sure we are to be blame if anything bad happens. That's human nature regardless to how much time you'd sacrificed. We knew it when we take the job =)

Right, tomorrow I will be going to elective and then hopefully bowling after that? Yeah hopefully! I needa call home soon. Time is not allowing these few days and many things happening back home. Hopefully everything gonna be okay by the time I call. I always tell people I am not religious, but I can assure you that I am a believer. There are thousand or zillion times when we need prayers.

Night peeps!

21 GUNS

2010-05-26T02:16:00.005+04:00

I am still in love with Nickelback - Never gonna be alone but didn't able to embed it =p And my current addiction 21 GUNS.

MASSAD 2010

2010-05-26T00:45:00.018+04:00

Our very own prom! Started since 2006. But only my 3rd time attending. MASSAD - the most awaited day of the year of RSMU and definitely the 2nd top list of my most awaited day. First is definitely my graduation day coming this 30th June. So this year the event was held in Crowne Plaza, World Trade Center Moscow, 21st May 2010. This year the event was far grander, to be compared with last few years (Read Massad 2009) Thumbs up to 2nd year students the organizers ! The banquet dinner was really superB : the grand hall, awesome performances, and also the red carpet ceremony. I nearly thought I was a star *wink*.

Like I'd mentioned earlier, I didn't prepare well for this year prom because I didn't have a nice dress. I thought. Like usual, I normally love the stuffs I bought, but also I normally stop loving them after a while. My excitement can come and go easily. So, I didn't like my dress after buying it so I didn't bother to get any accessories or sandals for the dress. Also I never adore black.

BUT after dressed, I totally love my dress. It is a designer's dress. Credit to Tadashi Shoji. I bought it at Edison Mall, Saks Fifth Avenue when I was in US. I googled, found out that he has a boutique in Las Vegas. If I knew it earlier, I would have definitely visit his boutique when I was in Las Vegas, I am sure there are more choices in his own boutique. He designs dresses for miss world,miss universe finalists, and also for grammy awards. And the interesting part is that he does amend his dresses to a bigger size if you need it. This part, I am thinking about my bum-bum mummy. Heeee. I didn't know him until I saw my dress =) I will definitely look into his dress again!

The awkward award =pAnd I think she has the best dress of the night! Totally love her dress =)

Many said that I didn't look like I would wear this kind of dress. Well, like I'd mentioned before, I didn't fix myself into one kind of fashion, I love varieties. Elegant might not be me all the time, but once in a while, I feel good to be elegant. I guess that is when I start to adore black.

So, talking about the prom again, well the food was okay. All final year students including myself had a really great time together. All of them dressed up so so so beautiful. Love looking at the pictures, seeing them in such a pweeetty way.

These are my gurls XD

Last but not least, thanks to Danbo being my photographer whole night. The pictures are really nice despite the the dim hall and limited gadgets =) It was an unforgettable night =) View more pictures at (Kubi Facebook) XD I didn't want to post too many pictures here, else my blog gonna be so boring with my face posted =p

p.s : Didn't have her around this year, so I did my make up myself imperfectly.

#6

2010-05-24T03:07:00.002+04:00

Grow like a tree, not like a mushroom.

Moscow Live - The Cranberries

2010-05-22T02:25:00.002+04:00

The Cranberries ! ! !
Dolores you are really really really aweeeesoooomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! ! !

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

(In my head, in my head, zombie, zombie, zombie.
Hey hey hey you are in my head!) Gosh.
This song keeps playing in my freaking head now!
I am gonna miss the band for some time!

Follow for updates ! XD

#5

2010-05-20T21:32:00.004+04:00

Touch at noon.

#4

2010-05-20T21:30:00.003+04:00

Nikkor my loyal companion.

#3

2010-05-20T21:27:00.003+04:00

Walk on the round moon.

#2

2010-05-20T19:15:00.003+04:00

The soviet ambulance-car.

#1

2010-05-20T19:06:00.006+04:00

Those golden kisses all over the cheeks of meadow, queerly called dandelions.

End my med school

2010-05-13T23:46:00.005+04:00

Wooooooooottttt . . . Tomorrow gonna be the final final final last last last day in medicine school. Before this, I was so excited and the excitement disappeared last few weeks and it came back this week, especially tonight!

Well, I don't know what to say. No matter how much I hated myself to be in Russia, in CCCP's hospitals, well I still do love my care-free life and my batch mates. I don't have much pictures to upload or to be more exact no picture to upload haha, I wish I have taken more pictures when I was in uni or hospitals.

But anyway, memories that matter. I hope I am not gonna miss my school life too much or too soon. Today we had the final photo session for our yearbook 2010' and I hope the outcome gonna be a good one. I would really love to thank to my batch mates for being so supportive, not all of them, but those who came, I really appreciate it.

So, let us all celebrate for our final day in medicine school tomorrow!

P.S : It is already midnight and yet I have a lot of things to do. I'll blog more often!

Moscow 65th Victory Day 2010 Gallery

2010-05-12T01:11:00.006+04:00

A quick gallery updates about 65th Victory Day of Russia. Took place at Red Square. I posted some videos at my previous post so I am just gonna quickly upload some pictures here. Not much pictures taken but no doubt I had a great outing.

The Russian Heroes. Or to be more exact, the former armies. It is a russian-culture for the former armies to attend the Victory Day celebration with their favorite tux, hung with all the batches they had earned so far since they entered army schools, walking around Moscow accepting flowers from the younger respectful ones. I guess this is the part we talk about respect. Like I'd said before, nothing awesome I like about Moscow, but saying about patriotism, Russian is always at the top. And we have all the rights to hate them for being so patriotism but I doubt if they deserve it. Anyway, I do adore them. Not all the times. But sometimes they deserve our respect too =)

I didn't prepare any bouquet but I was able to take a photo with them.
I was happy =) Hes so cute. Look at all his batches. And he is OLD.
How I wish I own one of his lovely batch.1945-2010

Moscow 65th Victory Day 2010

2010-05-11T00:52:00.006+04:00

My first time at Red Square celebrating Victory Day with thousands of muscovites. We made it there this year but we were late. We were unable to witness the opening ceremony of the celebration. Danbo is complaining still. Watching them in YouTube, I really wish I was there. I guess there is no 2nd chance watching such powerful performances like the air-force or what-so-ever you call them, the air-force plane, war trucks, fire trucks or monster trucks ~ wuteva you wanna name it. I am quite sad that I missed it.

And it is a pain when you miss TWO awesome performances in one day! The fireworks! It is the first time ever Moscow having such a wonderful fireworks, at least my 6 years in Moscow, this is the first time ever. And sadly, hell yeah instead I witnessed it on you tube again! =( It might NOT be as good as the fireworks I witnessed during Independence Day in New York last year, or it might NOT be as good as the fireworks in Orlando Disneyland but well, 'this' is enough for one slight reason or one second of thought to amaze Moscow. Staying in Moscow for 6 years, I guess I like nothing about Moscow if I were to compare with other countries (I am not even thinking about Malaysia) BUT there is one thing ; not about the fashion, the food, the building, the friendliness, the kindness, not about Moscow but their patriotism amazed me. They are powerful. And one of those reason why everybody hates Russians, because Russians love Russians.

2nd part of Victory Day coming up ~

M.A.C

2010-05-09T00:19:00.004+04:00

Cosmetic is consider one of those fashions you've got out there. I agree with this. I am not a big fan of make up. But I do make up occasionally. Occasionally means everywhere except school and hospitals? Nah ~ Occasionally goes side by side with venue and mood =) I found this lovely make up ~ I love those freckles. But I think I will never have chance doing this on my face, unless I am attending some costume party or haha unless I am a model? LOL =p

The weather was good. I headed to Ikea. It's been a while. I can't even remember when was my last time at Ikea. I don't go there without a purpose because the transportation troubles me all the time. And I hate taking the bus, used to be freeder bus. And mayshut is quite irritating when they weather is hot. And MKAD is forever jam! Anyway, I had a nice outing, had brunch at Ikea and bought a curtain for my bathroom. Danbo didn't want to get one because said we gonna graduate in 1.5 months time BUT I insisted because the old one really dirty and stink, my mum gonna scream at me when she gets here. So, I chose the cheapest one with plain yellow color and hehe I DIY it a lil with some cartoon and it looks good now!

You choose fashion

2010-05-07T23:45:00.010+04:00

Fashion is a passion. We choose fashion. Many times you might think about what you gonna look good at or you might doubt yourself wearing something just because it looks a lil odd (or to me special). I am a vintage person. I totally love vintage. But at the same time, I love so many other fashions. I don't tie myself liking vintage only. Many times that you see people having their 'own style'. Said they have their own style or personality. For example, one said they are walking on a sexy line, some sporty look? some cute look? or they wear only clothes they are comfortable with even though fashion is not there, or wuteva!

To me, what it matters ~ as long as I think it is pretty. I adore all fashions. ALL. Even odd stuff because like I said before, I kinda like special piece. People might think it is odd or ugly to be exact but I don't care as long as I adore it. Like this pair of blardy-stylo spec. There are so many nerdy spec I saw out there, and it has been a trend now but I adore this the most. I'd been eying on nerdy spec for some time but haha I prefer white or transparent frame better like this . . . because least people wearing it and of course nicer. You might not like this kind of fashion but there are a few will gonna love it =p I wish I have a higher nose-bridge so that I can wear all kind of glasses! If you are an asian, you will have problem choosing spec because you don't wanna look like fly, do you? LOL =p

Danbo always say that I have personality disorder haha! Wonder why? Well, I don't know. Maybe because of my characters. My character can change in a many different ways. I didn't mean anything bad. Maybe I just don't stay cute 24/7. When I am serious, I am. When I am stylish I am. And when I dress up, he usually doesn't get to kiss my cheek. Haha he knows why! And sometimes I talk like a kid, sometimes I am too mature for him. Or sometimes I am too harsh for anyone. Well I guess this has to do not only my character and maybe my fashion sense? I act how I wear. I think my brain like some sort of know what kind of character I should act when I am on different outfits. When I go picnic, of course I don't wear heels. But if I wear heels, I don't run for bus, not because that I can't run on heels, its the personality. BUT my personality disorder has nothing to do with my attitude. I can have a lot of 'superficial' personality but NOTHING gets deep. I don't stab people on back or I am never two-face. People who know me, I think they know me well enough. I don't laugh when I am angry and you can see through me at once! And my frankness sometimes really scare people away especially women. Haha sorry bebs, I am frank I know but just can't help, I have this problem since small. Even my parents are afraid of me because I can be so serious when I am unhappy with something LOL =p But I hardly throw my tantrums, I rather act like I care nothing! So when I said I act how I wear, it is totally the human manners I am referring to. We can have so so many fashion range, even though I don't really agree with what people wearing sometimes, but to me, as long as you like the piece, you look good at it, and you are confident, you are pretty! No matter you are short, tall, fat or thin, you still can rock your body! But don't overdo it. I always have buts wuahahaha =pThe final picture is so entertaining right? Remember these rules if you were to cat-walk. No posing, no stopping and be a CHIC ! And I really think hands on hips is ugly. Enjoy your weekends peeps! Auwwwww . . . Look at their outfits ! ! !

I am the next

2010-05-07T14:26:00.004+04:00

I wanna blog. First thing in my mind when I was on my way back from hospital is to blog. Oo'man I just wanna blog. I stared at the blank post page for a while and I can't think of anything I wanna write about. I am tired. Exhausted I suppose. I didn't work like a bull yesterday nor study like a mad girl. I slept as usual but less 3 hours compare to the routine me. 12 - 3 =9 hours. And I am exhausted.

I can imagine how am I gonna work in future, and every time I think of the nurse waking me up, I laugh. You know why if you were to wake me up. So, I have nothing much to say now and I gotta off to bed. Till I recharge my energy I will blog.

OH yeah ~ end of another week and posting! Next week gonna be my FINAL week. Final week OOOoooo'MAN ~ Final! I am happy because I don't have to go to class anymore. I have the feeling that I have been psyching myself to miss Moscow. I will definitely miss my study life but the problem is that too many people come to me and tell me how much they miss Moscow and their carefree life, it psyches me a lil.

Anyway, I am really start missing my carefree life already!

Labor Day

2010-05-03T14:46:00.004+04:00

Today had a day-off replacing Labor day which fall on last Saturday. I went out last 2 days, Saturday and Sunday, had a lot of fun window-shopped LOL =p You know it is NOT fun to window-shop ... at all. Actually I was looking for a black sandal I can wear for my coming annual dinner. Damn. I don't have a proper apparels for this year. And I am kinda like don't wanna waste money buying something expensive yet I dislike. I just don't like getting something in hurry for a purpose. Like getting a black sandal just for the sake of the annual dinner and I will never wear it for second time. It happens to me many times. And I learned from mistakes.

And yeah I didn't buy one. Those that I eyed on, well needless to say they are expensive. I don't know man. I just don't feel like going. Haha. I have signs of getting old LOL =p Still remember I wore whole set of gold-apparels last year, from tiny to big ones, the dress I bought for 2 or 3 years back I don't remember but I didn't wear it until last year. It wasn't a superB dress but a special one. I like everything special. And this year I am gonna suck arse. Can I just wear my last year's golden sandal on my black dress? DAMN. No fucking idea why I bought a black dress last year. I told ya' I hate buying stuff in hurry and for a purpose. I don't have much time searching for a nice dress when I was in US. And to have something better than nothing, I grabbed it even though it is not cheap at all. I seldom adore black. Not never but rare rarely. I am burning my money in anger.

Oh yeah, instead of black sandal I bought another pair of leather shoes (again)! I am just so into vintage brown leather shoes lately. I'd been eye-ing on this pair for some time. Danbo just complained that we don't have any more space for shoes. I am not a shoe addict. I place them nicely, every pair in their own boxes and I wipe them all every time they served me out. Well, not a disease but haha I don't know. I can tell I am a lover. I love everything belongs to me. That is why if you were to buy 2nd hand stuff from me, I assure you my stuff will be like new ones! Not only clothes or shoes, even books and electrical stuff. LOL =p And I guess this is also one of those reasons why people seldom borrow stuff from me, to be exact, dares to borrow. But you know who you guys are, I do borrow my stuff even new stuff which I never use before. I am a lover XD Yet to be a perfectionist. I am not virgo. LOL =p

I am so boring now. Shall I bake or shall I sleep? Weather is not helping! Later in the evening I will be having yearbook meeting, to be frank it is boring. I mean to make a yearbook. And frankly, many times I think why we are doing it while others just sit there waiting for graduation and even some just love complaining doing nothing. You guys just helped for not complaining! Oh yeah, the yearbook pictures . . . you guys gonna look kinda big. Haha I mean the size of the pictures are kinda big LOL so don't start complaining how ugly you look like in your pic. I myself look like a fat arse. Wuahaha XD

I AM SO BORING ! ! ! And lazy. I did not even blog about my new toy. I promised rubbish.

Snow In Spring

2010-04-29T01:36:00.007+04:00

As promised, my first HD video is finally up to view XD.

This is my first HD video, my first recording and
also my first video taken using my new compact camera LX3.
Also my first time editing a video.
But I wasn't prepared, excuse my lousiness =p

Watch HD in YouTube

So this video was taken on 25th April 2010, and I wasn't really prepared because I just woke up. I FB-ed the moment I woke up and saw lots of shouts in FB claiming that it is snowing outside. Quickly I jumped off my bed, displaced my curtain. Damn there you go ~ SPRING SNOWS!

I was quite excited at first, because I thought I will never have a chance to record a snowing video as I just bought my compact this week. And I was happy because at least I have a snowing video in Moscow, as you guys know that I am graduating this year, and I was never really fond of snow for 6 years in Moscow. I mean I like snow, just that we don't do something extraordinary during our daily routine life. Like myself, staying here for 6 years I am not fond of Red Square or I never take picture with the twin tower back home. The routine life.

Anyway, the excitement vanishes really fast and left me ~ depression for a while. I guess everyone is depress with the weather. We want more sunshine ! But deep inside me, I do start missing snow.

I'll talk about my new toy more for the next post!
Betta of to bed now ~ Night peeps!

Sunday Day

2010-04-25T15:11:00.005+04:00

Morning peeps! Sunday 25/04/2010 and Moscow just snowed !
I believe this is the final show ( oh I typed show instead of snow)
touching down the ground of Moscow.
Snow storm always happen a few days before winter ends.
The wind blows 29km/hour today and yesterday it was 49km/hour (gosh!)
Even though there might be some pseudo-spring week before,
it is normal. Just like some believers said ;
A dying man will have pseudo-recovery days before he breathes his last.
It happens every year.
And I hope this is the end of winter.
If it continues to snow after May, I seriously will think of 2012.
So, the purpose of this post is to tell you guys that
I've just recorded my first HD video using my cute (yet stylish) lil' monster.
I will tell you guys about it !

Have a great Sunday!

What about muffins for today?

I am tweeting

2010-04-24T02:55:00.004+04:00

Hey peeps! A lazy friday night, here I am updating my blog again XD I am currently so up to twitters. Not my first day logging in. I signed up for months or maybe 2 years ago I don't remember myself. And I seldom tweet because I find it so useless tweeting myself and nobody gonna read or see what I am up to. And I don't even know if people or friends replied my twitters unless I am tweeting 24/7 and you know that's not gonna happen. Even now I don't tweet 24/7. But at least I found an advantage tweeting.

Well, I have seen so many people updating their FB so so frequently. I am already among those who FB 'quite' frequently but those people I mentioned they FB 20-30 times better than I do. I didn't say it is wrong to update your FB status so frequently but I find it a lil' pathetic when I came to read your status. I mean when you are at the top of my news feed. I don't usually click 'older post' to stalk all the status. So, sometimes when I am in the mood to FB, like updating my day. When I have so many things to tell in a day, I am afraid that I will sound pathetic too =p Thus, I found a new way to overcome my fear. Yes ~ It's to tweet! Top reason is that I don't have much followers in my twitters so I can tweet all I want and nobody gonna care, consequently I don't sound pathetic. I felt more like self-appraisals. And Alan you are right! LOL =p But who cares as long as I am comfortable with it. So, I am gonna continue tweeting and continue stalking myself XD =p I am not surprise if you ain't reading this far keke O_O

Alright, so one more week has just ended. 3 more weeks of classes *clap clap*. Then I will be having some electives, exams and I am gonna graduate. Again I poppycock about my graduation. Hee. Today I had my final day of Immunology posting. I amn't interested in immunology. I hated the whole week of the posting. It's been a while since I last attended such a boring and useless lecture. Oh not 1 lecture, lectures. Sitting inside the lecture hall, having nothing to do, nothing to read, nothing to talk about. Sit there for 2 hours then 40 minutes break and another 2 hours. Damn posting. I am glad it's over. And I don't have to waste my time traveling so far for such a useless posting. Today he asked us : How do you guys like and understand my lectures? Ex-U.S.S.R-ians : Of course we don't understand a shit. Lecturer : Clean answer. * wink *

Oh yeah, I am so excited now! One of the reason why I am still awake now, 3:10am. I am getting a new toy tomorrow! Hehe =p I will blog about it! As for now, I better off to bath and get some good sleep XD I am not gonna take part in the stupid gotong-royong for tomorrow morning. I keep my room and kitchen the cleanest ALL the time. So, I don't have to wake up 9am to 'show' them how I clean them 'again'. But Danbo gonna be working outside at the corridor =p

Night peeps!

Florid vs Housedress

2010-04-23T22:57:00.003+04:00

There is always something sweetly sexy,

rather than raunchy sexy.

But even sweetly sexy staples can become boring.
That’s where fashion comes in,
where innovation leapfrogs over conformity.
Just when everyone thought floral prints meant “housedress” ~
all but Barneys’ Creative Director Simon Doonan, who quipped,
“I love my Liberty print shirts, I don’t care how florid or floral”
Oh and I totally heart florid fashion =)
# 2 Gimme Liberty

My 1st Label of Daring Bakers XD

2010-04-23T00:07:00.008+04:00

I have been piling so many pictures of the food I made.

The cakes and cookies I baked.
I am quite zealous when it comes to showing off the pictures I took
~ the aftermath of my baking.
And as I'd mentioned I love taking food pictures because
they just look so yummy.
But of course I love taking scenic picture better,
and it has to come with feelings and imaginations.
I guess you know what kind of imaginations I am talking about
IF you are into photography also.
So, there you go !

Crumbly Apple Pie. Nobody dislike eating apple pie.
And everybody knows apple pie =)
Cappuccino Nanaimo Bars.
If you don't know what a Nanaimo Bar is, you can google it.
Not everyone can take the sweetness of the bar and
I myself cannot take the taste of coconut in pastry or cakes.
Why did I bake it? Hehe.
It's a daring bakers. My label said so =p
Vanilla-Lime Moist Pandan Cake.
No comment for this cake. End up not as nice as I thought.
My mixer ka-boomed and I do not have a mixer now.
In dilemma whether I should get a mixer or not.
I am just gonna use it for another 2 months, around 8 weeks.
+/- 6 weekends. Should I?New York Cheesecake
I don't bake all these in one day or one weekend.
My routine is to bake a cake during one weekend. Different kinds.
And last weekend I made this New York Cheesecake.
Not exaggerating my baking but it is really finger lickin' good!

Homemade CKT

2010-04-22T23:48:00.003+04:00

My yummy yummy plate of Char Kuey Tiaw XD
Food that you will definitely crave for.
You can only homemade it in Moscow =)

Give me liberty !

2010-04-22T02:48:00.003+04:00

There are only 2 reasons why I posted these pictures. One is because I'm dying in love with the word of liberty and second, I am a person with colors. I just love colors too much. M.A.C ~ London give me liberty ! Look at every single angle and centimetre of the picture ~ perfectly nice! Lovely and posh look. Her outfit rockss !

Oh and the cutie nails with lovely leggings =)

FJ n MJ

2010-04-22T01:38:00.009+04:00

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you you, Happy Birthday to you =)

I know I am late (again) but better than nothing. We celebrated their birthday at Chinese restaurant last month. My 2nd time dining in ~ superberrrrrr food. Much much better than 1st time =) Alright, let the pictures tell XD

Oh my ~ my yummilicious pictures.
I just love taking food pictures so much
because they look so yummy XD
*DROOL*

I don't remember the names of food we ordered.
What I can remember is this yummy yummy fish.
My favorite dish of the night XD The birthday boys ~ FJ n MJ. Look at FJ's cute outfit =p
I chose it keke LOL

MJ singing hard ~*****

Sixty 9

2010-04-21T01:05:00.004+04:00

I facebook everyday. And I am kinda active in facebook too. I am not that kind who loves to hide. And in fact I have nothing to hide. So, most of the time my status in facebook is well updated. Counting days now has become one of my frequent routine. I didn't want to but my brain automatically set me into this shit.

Sixty nine days counting from now. 69 is really short but seems long to me (now). 69 days to my graduation is when I transform from a student to ____ I don't know who am I gonna be. Everyone thinks that I am so excited to leave my student life in 69 days. Oh no, don't get me wrong. I never never ever want this to end. How I wish I can be student forever. Study stress is nothing to be compared with work, financial, family and etc. Everyone has to move on.

What I am glad is that I am leaving Russia. I am counting excitingly 3 more weeks and 3 days for classes because I just don't like going to hospital anymore. I meant U.S.S.R's. Don't ask me why. I can have more than a thousand of reasons why I wanna leave Moscow for good. You can have a thousand too if you stayed here for 6 years. But I believe everything has its pros and cons. I know a few who really love Moscow but I will never be one of those. Never. I would love to come back to Moscow in future for holidays but if you want me to come back for studies even if you pay all my uni fees ~ ohh no thanks!

69 days will be much easier to pass if I don't have to go classes. Thus, as for now, I pray the 3 weeks and 3 days gonna end soon! I just can't wait ~ Russia has a supernatural power depressing your life.

Mr. Kubi my snowy man XD

2010-04-20T16:17:00.013+04:00

After 6 years staying in Moscow, can't believe myself making snowman for the very FIRST time. I think this has to do with my travels. I travel every winter. Every. But this year unfortunately, I stayed back in Moscow. And I think that was the main reason why I have time to make a snowman. Hehe. It was an awesome experience. It was so fun and so cold (as usual).

Our first time snowing angel XD My snow angel =)

It is not easy to make a snowman. Haha. What you need is to at least bring a few bottles of water to ball the snow together tightly, a few pails to transfer the snow quicker, decorations like buttons, scarf, snow cap, tree branches and most importantly is to bring along your gloves with you. Oh yeah, never forget his nose ~ the carrot and also remember to wear your winter boots !

My favorite picture of the day XD My first time jumping into the snow.
I have never ending first time =p

I remembered myself shivering under the blanket for 1 hour after the snowman, no joke. The snow was so high and we soaked our legs inside the snow for hours. And in order to make the snow angel, of course you gotta lay onto the snow, putting your arse onto the snow and let the snow penetrates through your skinny jeans. You won't even feel cold when you were having fun but soon after you walk home, haha there you go, superBBB =S And also yuckkyy if you can realize haha my flowing mucous under the nose, when you were freezing you won't even realize the mucous got frozen too. It's yucky but trust me you won't even notice'em XD

Taaaaaa Daaaaaaaaa . . . Mr.Kubi looks so handsome ! We took more than an hour setting him up. But it was all worth it. Worth the cold and worth the effort. And thanks to my group-mates shaping my Kubi so roundly and fat-ly XD

I would really love to make another one, anytime soon. Unfortunately a day after my snowman thingy, the snow melted and from that day onwards till now, no snow, no winter, but here come spring~! Oh by the way, this place is just the park opposite my hostel. Everywhere looks so white and nice when you had a huge snow storm a day before.

Snowmen for the last

2010-04-18T15:51:00.005+04:00

Winter oh winter. Winter has just ended. No more winter, no more cloudy sky, no more gloomy pictures, no more snowflakes, no more snow storms, no more freezing extremities, no more free-flowing mucous under your nose, no more bulky wears, no more no more no more no more and NO MORE ~ and It's spring now !

Allow me to update my last few winter ~ posts and pictures. You know I am always late. Hehe. And lucky you, I have the mood today ~ thus you 'might' be able to read all my updates in 2 months in one day ~ today XD Good isn't it? Hehe maybe just me being hyper. Heh!
There you go ~ Hundreds of snowmen were set in front of one of the museum in Moscow last 2 month. The weather wasn't cold,it was freezing cold. Only temperature below 20C (with sunshine) can hold the snowmen in shape, so we were freezing freezing freezing cold.
Every year, there must be such hundreds of snowmen set up 'somewhere' in the city of Moscow. I didn't know where the snowmen were set for the previous years but for this year, I made it there =)
The snowmen were fugly to be frank BUT ~ Well rarely you can see hundreds of snowmen set up at ONE place. So, forget about the fugly appreance ~ and we had a great outing XD

# 6 Dance your new year !

2010-04-18T15:33:00.004+04:00

The dancing video you crave for ~ Happy Chinese New Year !
And this video gonna end my CNY 2010 perfectly,
my final celebration in Moscow.
Ooopsss . . . bear in mind that we are NOT one of those professional dancers =p
Plus we are not that young anymore keke
Hope you guys like it ! XD

# 5 CNY Open House

2010-04-18T14:57:00.009+04:00

This is a super super super late post. But what to do, time is not allowing me to blog more often =p Plus I am like some kind of chemical substances, external factors have to excite me and only then I have the mood to blog. And in fact, my mood swings well enough, if I have the mood ~ snap! You get to read my update like everyday, else maybe month or so.

Ma-committee ~

Homemade Yee Sang

Pineapple cookies, Peanut cookies and various of cakesThem ~

So, since CNY is such a dead topic, I am just gonna upload some pictures. This open house was organized by 6th year chineses for 6th year students. Well, my batch of 2010. And I am one of the main organizer. Being an organizer is not hard at all, but whatever to deal with Russia, it is a pain still. Nevertheless, we had a great party! Good food, good people, and good performances.

Hanan is the Yee Sang madam for the night =p

The appetizer is just so appetizing ~

Talking about performances, a few of us took part in dancing. Dancing is not 'so' my cup of tea but to just entertain the guest, I would do anything =)

The Dance Crew ~

I didn't really have a chance to thank my committee for doing such a great job. Without them, this open house would be nothing. Thanks peeps and I really hope that~ this is not gonna be the final time , we ~ co-operating or organizing something like this ~ Likely it is. Anyway, zillions of thanks!

Hanan & I

Seng Hao~ the patient of the day Zazo & IThe 3 wise-menFJ & MJ's Bday cakieee ~ Auww so romantic . . .~And my group-mates~

I know my pictures just flooded you =p

I just dislike ~ Hiatus

2010-04-06T19:40:00.007+04:00

I am sorry that I abandoned you for so long. Life is really busy lately. And this is not my only excuse. I am lazy. Plus apathy. Hopefully soon again I will update.

Time being, I am doing really well physically but mentally I am torn out ~ by depression. Sometimes, I feel really tough handling myself, my emotions and feelings. I am just so out of control.

But basically I am good. Yeah again physically I am. Having good sleep and good food. Despite having a lot of headaches about the pre-graduation thingy like certificate transcriptions for my O Level, A Level and M.D. ~ Conclusion, Russia is a pain! Addition ; about the bombing issues. Oh and the freaking dancing issues at my floor right outside my doorstep, but am not gonna even talk a word more about it here.

But all that what I've mentioned above, none of it can't be solve by money. Money is the root. People, money is the root! You have to accept this, you have to coincide that money is freaking important! At this point, if your heart tells you NO, well you are rich then! LOL =p No matter what you trying to explain now, how important happiness above money, how important is your family or friend, how important your religion is ~ well, nothing beats money okay. Without money, you can't even breath the next second, the only thing you can do is to hug altogether and die.

Okay. Chill. I don't know why the hell I am so up to money now. This topic never came across my blog ever. Weird me ~ Maybe it's because lately my life gone crazeeee with money-related issues. Hah that's why =p

Guess what, I have NOT even finish blogging about my CNY post haha! It's meaningless to post it anymore since it's already April now. But I'll just upload some pictures later =) If you are my frequent reader, of course you know my algorithm. Blame me not!

Cheers peeps! I am the one need to be cheered ~

Ninety Nine

2010-03-22T20:02:00.002+03:00

Kubi is gonna reconstruct all her photo albums in FB, gonna update her kubi-bloggy again, gonna really really upload her USA travel pics, gonna get a new LX3 toy soon enough, gonna damn so work hard on her guitar, gonna do all her hotel bookings, gonna handle the graduation thingy *with care*, gonna handle her skin with superBBB lotsa moisturizer, gonna find ways to bring my loveliest stuffs back home, so gonna spend more time with friends and more outing, so so so gonna bake like there is no tomorrow . . . gonna explode soon with list of things need to be done ! ! !

I am such such such a blardy procrastinator, and I just can't afford to delay anymore ~ Time won't allow me after graduation, so I betta get my arse up! I just wanna finish all these unimportant tasks while I can ~ And out of all things I've mentioned, none of it related to my studies.

And oh YES! Study is NOT my main priority now !

NINETY NINE DAYS TILL MY GRADUATION ! ! !

# 4 Poker Face

2010-03-10T22:13:00.005+03:00

When it comes to Chinese New Year or general holiday ("praznik") ~ Alcoholic beverages are one of those choices you have in Moscow. I am not a drinker. In fact none of us. Neither a professional drinker, but I can drink and we drink occasionally. My tolerance to alcoholic beverages kinda average or above average LOL =p with condition drink'em slowly + not too much of moving positions ; like dancing.

Playing poker cards ~ Gambling is one of the culture for chineses during Chinese New Year. To be really frank, I did not gamble during Chinese New Year for 5 years already (I said during Chinese New Year LOL =p I did gamble a lil when I was in Las Vegas last summer! Wuahaha) and this year, we had a small gambling session wuahaha! Small ~ meaning with a lil amount of money and playing for fun! We had a great time. We spent our whole night talking crap, drinking, playing poker cards, having supper and etc etc.

Initially, Kenny lost most of his money and he had to mortgage himself LOL =p Wuahaha well like I mentioned before, whenever he is around, things gonna be a lil 'roller-coastered' =p It's a good thing ~ We should at least do crazeee stuff when we were young. And this dude was REALLY drunk that night!

*****

I remember how well my grandpa could drink when he was still here and how he trained me drinking in front of his friends. Not occasionally for him, but constantly. He was inherited with hypertension, soon after 60 years old, he was diagnosed having Hepatitis B and sooner later with Liver Cirrhosis. I remember myself asking him to stop drinking, he DID but just for a few months.

Well said ; If he is unable to do whatever he likes and happy with, no point living for another few years. He just wanna live up his life, eat and drink whatever he loves to. And I agreed to him. Even after he passed away, until a few years later, now that I still think that he is absolutely correct. We are to live up our life! He was still able to survive for another 10 years after so many diseases (happily) and passed away peacefully. One thing for sure is that ~ He really live his life to the fullest ! Auwww . . . and I miss him =) BUT deepest inside me, somehow I wish he can live for another few more years, at least for him to see me graduating.

And I always wonder IF every single human in this world knows how to do a CPR, the survival rate for stroke or sudden cardiac death might increase tremendously. He first syncope and died on the way to hospital. Still remember my grandpa and I having each other through webcam 2 days before he left us.

Death is a mystery. I still don't get it now after so many years. Maybe because I am not a believer?

# 3 Reunion Dinner

2010-03-09T20:48:00.009+03:00

I know it's really really weird having this as my post (again) ~ Chinese New Year had gone so so far away but YET I am still posting about this festive and am STILL gonna post about this festive at least for another one more time. Hehehehe. Well, what to do time wasn't allowing me for the last 2 weeks.

We had a real late reunion dinner which falls on 7th day of Chinese New Year, normally family members will gather home on the eve of the Chinese New Year for this dinner ~ which falls on the day before a new year starts on the Chinese calender. As for those who are married ~ daughters will only be home to visit their biological parents on the 2nd day of Chinese New Year. And I guess I will at least celebrate the eve of Chinese New Year with my parents for another 5 years. Hehe.

So, I had my reunion dinner in Moscow for this year. Well, NOT particularly this year ~ been for 6 years. And I am so so so so blardy glad that I will be home for next year! Keep my fingers cross, not in the hospital! XD Reunion dinner of mine usually consist of my block-mates or I should say ex-block-mates. All of us cooked really a lot ~ 7 dishes for such a tiny amount of people. And like usual, we always have a lot of left-overs. Hehe. But it's a good sign having lots of left-overs, no?

Taaaaaaaaaaaaaa Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ ~ ~ The Food ! ! !

Whatever thing ~ which is colorful always by Kubi *wink*
My yummy-yummy appetizers

Fishy steamed with garlic-minced sauce by KMHoney Squidy by YCVegetarian Vegy ~ Zhai Choy by AKHehe ~ The best dish of Danbo ~ ever!
Sweet & sour porky a.k.a Gu Lou Yuk =p
Trust me, it's yummy!
US ~ My "so-called family" in Moscow

Last but not least ~ Yee Sang ! ! !

After the dinner, we had a pajamas partayyyy ~ Hehe. Nothing special in particular because 4 of us always sleep with our pajamas LOL =p Before ending the night, we watched AVATAR together! An awesome masterpiece ! ! !

Overall, I had a great great night =)

P/S : This is not a surgery costume ok.
It is a tailor-made surgery-like-pajama wuahaha XDHappy Chinese New Year ~ The Year of TIGER 2010 ~! ! !
Let's ROAR ~

# 2 Chinese New Year 2010

2010-03-02T01:25:00.010+03:00

We went out for dinner, celebrating first day of Chinese New Year. Venue : China Garden Restaurant, located at Crowne Hotel or better known as The World Trade Center.

Well, if you don't know them ; They are my group-mates cum my closest friends in Moscow. Most of us came to Moscow together after college, counting since then, almost 8 years of friendship. And well, of course other than these people I do have a number of closest-closest friends but most of them graduated already and left us (Danbo and I) stranded here. Hehe.

The dinner was below average or to be more exact, totally OUT of our (my) expectancy. We expected the restaurant to be bigger, or at least have a big round table for 10 person. We expected the Chinese. I mean the waitress ; instead they are all Russians. We expected the food to be pricey BUT we thought the food gonna be really really nice, sadly disappointed. The taste of the food wasn't 'that' bad but I would say it's europeanized with tiny portions. And they are all over Rub1000 @ RM100 per plate.

Kung Pow Frog-Leg (Kung Pow Tin Kai)

Fish fillets with white wineLoh Hon Zhai

I didn't like the dinner at all, except for the Crispy Peking Duck. I was craving for it, BADLY. Came out to be good, tasted just fine. And like I said expensive over Rub2500. But if you don't know, the difference between Crispy Peking Duck and Peking Duck, I am gonna tell you now. The latter only serves the skin of the roasted duck, while the meat gonna be serve with another style of cooking (or stir-fry) and the bone gonna be serve as soup. While Crispy Peking Duck comes with the meat and the skin together. Both serve with Chinese pancakes, cucumber, spring onions and hoisin sauce. I've tried so many Peking Ducks ; in Malaysia, in London, in China, well nothing can beat China! They serve the BEST peking duck in the world hehe. Doubtlessly.I guess this gonna be my first and final time dining in. Supposedly, we all agreed to dine-in another restaurant, said to be more famous and delicious. But fully booked. Sooooo . . . I am gonna give it a try next time and never this anymore. And by the way, the pictures look so pweeetyyyy and I didn't believe myself they are not tasty wuahahahaha XD OH yeah I forgot something. I wanna complain about the rice ! ! ! Haha =p One bowl of bloody rice, plain WHITE rice peeps, cost us Rub 320 @ RM 40. Yeah one bowl. You just gotta believe me *wink*

# 1 Happy Chap Goh Meh !

2010-02-28T21:50:00.007+03:00

I do find it a lil weird blogging about Chap Goh Meh while I didn't mention a shit about Chinese New Year YET. I did not celebrate Chinese New Year for 6 years already and hopefully next year I will be home for this festival. I am dying to be home. My brothers said they need me BADLY, at least for the night of eve. For those who are married in family will only be home by 2nd day of CNY. And they cursed me! So that I am not gonna marry so soon, they need me *wink* still.

So today is the final day of Chinese New Year, it lasted for 15 days and it was my final celebration in Moscow. This is how I celebrated my final-CNY ; Firstly CNY dinner group outing with my friends, and then 2) I had one week study for my exam paper, 3) on the 7th day of CNY, we had a reunion dinner at home. Reunion = family members but in Moscow, I had it with my block-mates (or better said ex). And then 4) next ; a poker face party with gallons of alcoholic beverages + a poker game? Heeeeeee. And last but not least, 5) a making of snowman!

I will name them bit by bit in each and every coming post. As for now, I would like to hehe let you see some of my cookies ! ! !

Home-made Pineapple Jam

My lovely pineapple cookies.
They are really yummy-yummy.
Tongue-melting pastry with pineapple-sweet filling.
Danbo's favorite. Kuih Bangkit. Or better known as Tapioca cookies?
Not sure about the name. I didn't like this very much.
Maybe because I didn't use the correct flour?
I bought potato starch instead of tapioca flour or
are they the same? I shall try again =)
Peanut cookies. They are yummy too. But a lil salty.
Eatable and lovable still =)

I made only 3 types of cookies. But in ONE day. Hehe. I was not free a week before CNY till the 5th day of CNY, I started baking. I had exam, you know why. Thank to those who came to helped me, oh especially helping me to peel the peanuts. One of those reasons why I hate baking peanut cookies.

Oh yeah, we gonna have a late CNY open house next week. I said LATE. Nothing wrong with celebrating a belated-CNY right? I guess nobody gonna mind. Unfortunately, it is open to only 6th year students XD Hehe and I am the organizer and . . . a baker.

Snowboarding Moskva

2010-02-28T20:01:00.005+03:00

When I say about winter snowboarding or skiing ~ automatically first place you guys gonna think of is Switzerland! Or maybe Canada? And please put Russia in the list also! We went snowboarding last month! I didn't blog for quite a while remember? Heeeee. So, this is my first time playing on a snowboard. I wouldn't say it is awesome. It was breathtaking XD If you like the feeling of acceleration, well this is the sport for you =p

I chose snowboarding because like I said, my first time =) I tried winter skiing once few years back. Skiing is much easier to control vs to snowboarding but I totally hate the boots. Boots for snowboarding are so much easier to wear and to walk. Can climb up the hill much much easier. This is also one of the reason why I snowboarded this time. If you do not know, well the length of the board is depend on your height and of course shorter person like me, can manage the board better *wink*. But still I suck at snowboarding. How good can I be for the first time? Other than height, you got to know which side of board you gonna slide on, either right or left. I chose right. So you gotta slide your right leg first and then zig-zag your board to balance up yourself. You can always choose to slide horizontally. But I prefer vertical and zig-zag with my right leg first=) Correct me if I am wrong. Wearing the boots and standing up for sliding is a tough job, but after a few attempts I am sure you can handle it well. Like I did? NOPE. I am really suck at it. Heeeeeeee. My only advice is to, find a small hill for your first few attempts, else you might be stuck on top of the hill for hours. Like us! Wuahahahaha XD
And oh yeah other than snowboarding and skiing, you can choose tubing also! I wanna try this ! ! ! Hopefully by this week or next when the winter is still here. I guess tubing will be the easiest, even kids can play well. What you needa do is to sit on the tube and let the cable pull you up to the hill and slide down with your arse on the tube! Oh yeah, remember to scream a lil XD

The Frozen ~ Moscow River

2010-02-27T23:05:00.006+03:00

It's time to get something to blog on! I am reminding myself from time to time to NOT let my blog be stranded. I don't know where I should start or what I should blog about because so many things have been going on around me lately. Loads of outing, loads of thinking, loads and loads and loads of everything. I checked my picture folders and finally I decided to start blogging about my outing last month!

Moscow River for the frozen river =)

Nobody would go to Moscow River during winter. So far, I have only been to once or maybe twice and definitely it wasn't during winter. With the blardy blardy blardy low temperature -25C, we planned to go out for the sake of the temperature! We stood and sat on Moscow River, like I said before it is not a pond or some stagnant water, it is a damn flowing river! It was Kenny's idea. 4 of us followed him, or I shall say we agreed to go for his stupid idea BUT but but it was totally cool =)

Hes in my favorite picture =)Standing on the frozen river . . .

We took heaps of photos and like usual, with the presence of Kenny, our photos have to be a lil different or there must be something unusual that he had to do with. But we had a wonderful outing!

He didn't wanna wear his jackets,
god sake it was -25C =__=

Finally he UNDRESS himself.
He wanted to take off his pants also,

but haha we didn't wanna go crazee with him LOL =p

While walking to the river from metro, we walked through Cathedral of Christ the Savior - said to be the largest orthodox church in the world. Well, I guess only Russians are orthodox that is why they have the largest church in the world haha. Correct me if I am wrong LOL =p Aauwwww Look at the blue sky. Rarely you can see such a blue sky when the temperature is below -25C.

I shall say; this winter is the winter ~ I took most pictures of Moscow, most footsteps on snow and I am starting to like winter now. I am starting to miss snowing. I am starting to miss the natural cold weather.

I Shall Return

2010-02-26T00:40:00.004+03:00

I should start blogging again after such a long hiatus. New semester started 3 weeks ago. So far, had one exam last week. Now I am gonna be free for at least 5 weeks till my next exam-posting. I didn't transfer any pictures till yesterday since after the last time I said I wanna blog about my outing during winter break in Moscow. Hopefully soon again I'll return =)

I am going through some hard times planning the Europe trip ~ my mum and I for this summer after my graduation. I have no idea where 'should' I go or better said should my mum be happy with. I have only Holland in my mind now since I've never been to Holland before.

Perhaps I am wasting lots of money visiting the same cities again and again, but sometimes just can't help. I guess this time I might again visit Paris for the 2nd and London for the 4th time? Thinking of Edinburg. Brussels too? Or maybe Switzerland again ? ? ? Hedek.

I actually have so many places in mind that I wanna visit, so many of them, but like I said this time it would be more appropriate choosing countries for my mum than myself. If I knew this gonna happen today, I should have save all the countries at my right-side bar on this blog for this summer. Now that I regretted for not visiting (countries which are more exotic not for my mum like . . . ) Greece, Eygpt, Africa, Siberia and etc etc and I have NO chance for all these, at least for the next few years. How sad.

Fashionholic, NOT Shopaholic

2010-02-11T00:50:00.008+03:00

A SHOPAHOLIC CAN BE A FASHIONHOLIC.
FASHIONHOLIC 99.9% IS A SHOPAHOLIC.
BUT MOST SHOPAHOLICs ARE NOT FASHIONHOLICs.
IT MAKES A VERY BIG DIFFERENCE.
Do not confuse.

Sometimes, you named yourself ; A SHOPAHOLIC
Because said you spend and enjoy buying all the time BUT unfortunately
It does NOT mean that you know fashion and
you are definitely NOT a fashionholic.

So, spend wisely. Lets value the quality but not quantity.

And pity is that, some people ARE fashionholic
BUT can't help because god is fair Haha!
He will either bless you millions with a BIG FAT BODY or
A SUPERB SEXY BODY with a few bucks. Hah!

Enough quote of the day XD

Finally ~

2010-02-08T18:44:00.005+03:00

Click Here.

Not gonna say more about the link Haha XD
Because previously I said too much and cursed too much LOL =p
Anyway, pray for the best and pray pray
and pray.
Government making a smart move =) NOW.
It's not confirmed BUT at least they proposed something better,
and most importantly the earlier proposal being rejected.
HAPPILY.
It is so true that when they said; prolonging the public service
will only produce more trainee but NOT doctors.

School reopen and classes started today.
Things moving alright.
Gonna have exam in 2 weeks time, end of posting.
19 weeks of posting ! Can't wait to end this semester. ( It just started =p)

Gonna blog when time allows XD
I am in good mood today! Heeee.

Oh MY Oh

2010-01-29T23:03:00.003+03:00

Again and again and again.
I need to stop myself.
Feeling guilty. What's the purpose of winter sale?
I am guilty eying only on new arrival items. And bought mostly all new arrival items because they are so so so much more attractive. The worst part is that I 'felt' like I shopped for winter sales
-__- !!! but I actually didn't make use of winter sale at all.

BUT but but I did not regret because o.m.g I just love'em all.

I promised myself (now) that I am D.O.N.E with shopping, even though I have one more bloody item in my mind now. Only this one final-final-final item. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Why I am never empty-handed. Every time.

Hungry. Off ~

Oh MY

2010-01-29T10:57:00.003+03:00

Oh My I bloody shopped again.
I don't mind the sales ending in 3 days time.
Com'on end it!

And I did something really stupid and crazy yesterday.
I stood on Moscow River for god sake.
I stood on a river. A frozen river.
It's NOT a lake or a pond peeps, a damn flowing river!
Its freaking cold outside!
Like -25C?
Peeps, don't do it when it's not cold, don't do it below -20C.
The frozen river can break ANYTIME!

Pictures gonna be up weekends =)
Going out to shopping mall again later.
And oh yeah, for the sake of Burger King.
Its like the FIRST ever Burger King in Moscow.
I don't even eat'em in Malaysia. But in Moscow, I would love to!

Salmon Dinner-Retreat

2010-01-27T12:45:00.002+03:00

Salmon Steak with Butter Rice. Its Yummy Yummy XD

Shopping Spree vs My Job

2010-01-27T12:00:00.011+03:00

I should be real excited with the title-above but haha I don't know myself. I am feeling usually superB normal without any excitement. January is a superB superB spending month. Bought a few lovely apparels I am totally in love with. One shopping day can finish your whole month allowance. Spending money is always easy but finding'em is rather hard.

*****

A bad morning news making me feeling uneasy now. The PSC proposed to extend the compulsory public service for doctors from three years to either five or ten years. Click here. This is ridiculous! The government's scholars need to work for government for 10 years as 'they' can accept and understand it because the government spent on them(it is like a contract for them) but for private students like us, I think its really unfair and they have no right of extending us just to keep us and make sure we don't work for private hospitals. But THEY are the government, said they have all the right doing whatever they want.

We do have choices. Like thinking how to keep the senior MO from not working for the private. Government can always find ways. Like giving more allowances or salary, but they rather extend the new ones. Working for long hours a day, 6-7 days a week and earning like 1 thousand dollar per month? Mcdonald's workers in the states earn better than a doctor does in Malaysia. But no matter how you disagree with them, no matter what you do, what you will do, IT IS useless. We are just a tiny-tiny lil thingy who are not suppose to voice out whatever shit. We, citizens are forever to be succumbed. We do NOT have liberty for anything. But to follow.

Once people told me, it is useless to migrate to other countries because you will never be the first citizenship in that country BUT staying in Malaysia 'as' a Chinese, I will never be treated as first citizenship too. I love my country but I am sad and disappointed.

How badly the students been complaining about the unfairness in Russia. How corrupted Russia is. Well here I would like to ask, which country is not corrupted? And is your country treating you fairly as a citizen. My answer is no. NO and NO.

SuperB Bored

2010-01-25T12:45:00.004+03:00

Today is only the 3rd day after exam or I should say the 3rd day of my home-staying holiday. Damn it. I am bored. I am really bored. I don't know what I should do. Blogging, movie marathon, reading, baking, cooking, sleeping, outing? Or whatever shit I am not interested at. It's really cold. I don't feel like going out, I don't feel like reading, I don't feel like baking or cooking either. Too much of sleeping like 18 hours a day or more, 3-5 movies a day? Gosh... I am so so so dizzy. Hah!

And I am spider-webbed ! ! !

I can actually start reading novels or start baking new recipes but I am just so not interested doing ANY of it. Damn. I don't even have mood to blog because I have nothing to blog about. And I left my travel blog stranded since months ago. All because of this one post, Hoover Dam Nevada. You will know why if you happen to read this post in future, only IF I have the desire continuing it. I doubt if I have the determination to blog about every single city I have been to. That's a lot seriously. And in fact I don't blog really well, do I ?

I don't have a start nor an ending. So that is it till the next time I have better things to write about.

P.S ; I have like more than 70 items/apparels to give away or to throw away. I can't afford to fly everything back Malaysia. And I believe I have more to give away but just not now. I wish I know how to send them back and how I wish I have visitors from Malaysia.

Counting down

2010-01-23T10:53:00.004+03:00

16 months ~ d'been 16 months not meeting my family. The feeling of miss and loneliness start flooding me. Especially every time after exam when I have nothing to do ~ the only full-time job is to think and think and think. Can't wait to see them in 5 months! Just fecking 5 months! I am graduating in 5 months time. I couldn't believe it myself. Been staying in Moscow for 6 years.

I have been cleaning my nest for like hours ~ I just can't believe myself. I have so so so many stuffs. I am just either gonna donate'em if anyone interested or throw them. I can't afford to fly everything back to Malaysia.

My winter break gonna end in 2 weeks time. I am thinking what to do in this 2 weeks. My first winter in Moscow. Not going anywhere but just here. And guess what I am gonna sit for another paper soon. Sucks right. Tropical disease, I really hate it. Heeeeeee. I mean I really hate the subject. And the exam will be held at the end of the first posting of my semester so meaning that I am gonna have another paper in 2 weeks winter break + 2 weeks posting, total in 4 weeks time. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Life is so empty now. The fridge is empty. The hostel is empty. My heart with emptiness and loneliness. My mind is empty too and my stomach is sooooo bloody empty. I only had a few pieces of wegdes and nuggets ~ since the last 48 hours. Hah! I can swallow an elephant now!

Heading to Ikea and grocerries. Gonna continue cleaning and blogging after this! Muah!

A New Start

2010-01-23T03:02:00.010+03:00

A new start for me is the moment of ending every final paper of the semester. This semester is finally over. And next gonna be the final-final-final semester. Happy but sad at times. I am a girl who loves freedom. I really meant freedom! So I am not sure what's gonna happen after start working. I could not think more or blame more because I really am choosing the path myself. Being a hell-tortured doctor.

Today had my final paper Surgery. One of my favorite subject. And I love my exam today. It goes really well, excited, scary at times. MCQ was tough. Like the toughest after Physics, I had 5 years ago. When the examiner came out with a stack of papers for those who failed the MCQ, and start reading the names one by one, my heart was like gonna fall and tear apart. It was one of the scariest moment in my life. Because I thought I didn't do well. And Danbo told me he didn't too. When we both names are NOT called, I can't believe myself. We all screamed and hugged. So dramatic but its all the true moment of life lol. The oral part was pretty good. And I love my questions, I had 3 questions from Surgery, Endocrinology and Anaes hehe. Maybe my dream becoming a surgeon getting closer? Heeee. Doubt me not. But things do change.

OVER. A NEW START.

But the feeling of so near yet so far haunt my mind again and again. Regarding to the marking scheme of exams here, promise you getting a red or a blue diplome. And I didn't manage to get a red diplome because of 'an' extra 4, is like one fucking 4. And I know it clearly that its useless to get a red. But the feeling of so near yet so far strike me again. But I am proud of myself for maintaining my results with good grades. I am proud of myself getting all excellent marks in GOS exam even though I am not in the 'list' of red diplome. Studying in Russia is really EQ and mind-torturing! But again its over. Hoping that god will take away all my unwanted thinking and leave me a happy me =) Heeeeeee.

Do you remember him?
If you are my frequent reader you should know heeee.
MR. DANBO my love =p

Things that I remember right now

2010-01-16T20:40:00.010+03:00

RIGHT NOW . . . at this very moment

I remember I just finished prophylaxis paper this morning. It was the toughest subject to study because it's full of rubbish. If you know what is health science, then you know what kind of rubbish it is. But the easiest exam to pass. Exam took long but well seriously I didn't know why I studied so hard for it and end up you can get good grades ~ how? Can't believe myself chatting with the Prof. througout the whole oral exam. But anyway, I had a good time chatting with him. Heeeee. Hes funny. So one paper down, and one more to go! Surgery! Tell you what, I actually miss studying surgery when I was studying prophylaxis paper. This surgery exam gonna be tough because it consists not only surgery but also general surgery, anaes, urology, traumatology and etc etc. But today is Saturday and I shall get a good rest (first). My legs are sooooo numb now for god knows the reason.

At this very moment, I remember hurting my leg standing 5 hours, queued for the stupid Champions League's trophy. Can't believe that I actually did that. And when I was in Barcelona, I remember seeing this trophy in the Barca stadium ~ you can take as many pictures as you want, and you dont have to queue of course. I wish it wasn't the festival that I went, but the match ManUtd vs Chelsea. I wish!!! But what to do I am fated to be a gunners. Heeee. Oh and I miss my long hair.
2nd thing in my mind right now. Some virgin photos ~ photos that I never blog about. Last month's interbatch game. And the photos how I celebrated my birthday 2007 in the most romantic and superB interior restaurant ~ 22 sky louge. A superB place! Food was nice, drink awesome but very pricey. One of the best interior restaurant in Moscow =)
Next in my mind ~ RSMU Annual Dinner 2009. Only my 2nd time attending annual dinner throught 6 years so it is something to be remember.
4th thing in my mind is I remember myself NOT having a lot of pictures with my groupmates formally ~ in the hospital. Rarely rarely rarely. I am gonna bring my lousy digi-camera to hospital for every posting next semester ( final semester! ). Auwww... I remember his blue eyes, my blue-eye surgeon =p Taken when I was in 3rd year medical school. Konstantin is the only thing and person I remember througout the year LOL =p
Operative Surgery Class 4th year. One of the cutest teacher on earth. He loves to laugh but only when you joke with him. Or else he looks boring ~ so play a joke with him! And he walks like a penguin and really really really slow. If you happen to walk behind him, well you gotta follow him because it will be like so akward if you pass through him right and make him thinks that, I actually walk too slow. Heeeee.
Last but not least, I wanna go snowboarding ! ! ! Hence . . .
Haha. I didn't remember how much joy I had few years back but I remember his hair. And one of my favorite snowboarding pics, even though I look FAT. Haha! You will never see Kenny with this hair style anymore Heeee. But he looks good right! And omg omg omg, I can't wait for the snowboarding this year. Its gonna be my final year in Moscow and hence I will really make full use of it. And I have plenty of time. Because sadly I am not going to travel this winter. My first winter staying in Moscow, how sad right. But what to do. I spent too much during US trip last summer and also needa save money to Siberia summer trip with my groupmates! And also euro trip with my mum. Soooo . . . I am gonna stuck in Moscow for 2-3 weeks before new semester starts.

I am so hungry now. Off~

Your Best Companion

2010-01-08T02:36:00.004+03:00

Supper is what you need.

Home-made Roti Canai serves with chicken curry.
Not forgetting . . . Teh Tarik =)

This is my first time making roti canai and turned out to be really yummy. With simple recipe and ingredients. Here's the recipe I found online:
3 cups flour
1 - 1.5 cups water
1 tablespoon margarine
salt to taste
2 tablespoons condensed milk
1 tablespoon cooking oil
Extra margarine

Method :
1. Mix well water, salt and condensed milk
2. Add (1) into the flour bit by bit while kneading manually
3. Add in cooking oil
4. Add in margarine (use ghee or shortening to substitute if you have)
5. Knead to form a soft dough. Leave it covered with a damp cloth for about 30 minutes.
6. Divide the dough into 10 portions
7. Coat with margarine so that they won't stick to each other. Leave to rest for NOT less than 2 hours
8. Spread them on a smooth surface to form a very thin layer. Fold the four sides into the middle and fry.

Enjoy !

International Ice Sculpture Festival

2010-01-06T03:34:00.014+03:00

A space-themed festival of ice sculptures kicks off in Moscow - International Ice Sculpture Festival. I visited the festival 2 days ago despite the weather, it was below -20C and I can't believe that I went out for such a craze outing hehe. I have never really complain about getting freeze outdoor esp when it comes to photography. I have a lot of patience while Danbo enjoying his session but NOT this time. I actually freaked out and told him that I couldn't stand for even 1 more second! He is always so indisputable and you can hardly see him angry, hes always with good mood LOL hehe. Contenting him is like a piece of cake. Shhhhhh.

So, we didn't take a lot of photos and in fact I didn't even care to look for more sculptures and I didn't have a lot of fun. I can only remember my feet almost torn off. I read online about the festival, taking place from 4th until 8th of January and thus without second thought I told Danbo ; I wanna go! Because I've never seen an ice sculpture throughout my 6 years life in Moscow ( to be exact all my life! Heeee.) and he quickly agreed to go and again despite the weather!

These astronauts are my favorite sculptures!

I became wiser a lil slower, second thought how can they demolish the sculptures if the weather gonna be constantly below sub-zero, am I right? And its an outdoor exhibiton, in a garden, why whould they wanna demolish all these sculptures when the festival ends by 8th? Of course nobody would destroy'em! Foolish me... It would be a fun trip if the weather wasn't that bad. And when I was there, the Russian team is still building the sculpture so I guess maybe by end of January/February, there are more to see. Plus I am in exam break for god sake! Heeee. So I went for a total-fooled-outing!

But anyway let me tell you about the festival ; International sculptors came all the way to Moscow building sculptures up to five meters tall, among them the legendary rockets Soyz and Vostok ( by Russians of course). There are also the heroes of Star Wars and fantastic galaxies. At night the composition turns more colorful, as different lights create a special space atmosphere. The festival located at Cosmo Park, VDHX. You gotta pay for the entrance fee. Talking about paying... I can actually go for free after the actual festival date right? Haha! Again the ice sculptures will stay there for at least 1-2 more months due to the temperature. So peeps, don't be hurry. Wait for a better weather and perhaps for a free entrance? Heeee. I MIGHT go again - many sculptures are still in the process.

It wasn't a good outing, and I was disappointed. The disappointment wasn't totally because of the weather, the festival wasn't as good as, as grand as how the news'd mentioned. Its normal that the russians exaggerate issues.

I don't know why they placed these stupid animals on it! Maybe the tiger can scare off the kids so that they wouldn't climb onto the slippery sculpture? Maybe LOL =p

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So, after an-hour-of-fast visiting, we went to the center for shopping-spree (again!). I just shopped 2 days before past 2 days lol =p Well like any other winter sale, I do shop. Not a lot but never empty-handed. And shopping is like my life, or to be exact used to be my life. I don't know what happen to me lately but I found myself having some shopping disorders. Haha! I still remember how my sisters and bros complained about my shopping-attitude, and they hate to go shopping with me because they needa wait too long and walk from morning till night. I will only be home when the shops close. But thank god I have Danbo now, he does all his jobs hehe!

I used to love shopping, I used to love all the apparels and thingy I bought home, trying them all once I got home, getting excited about it. But ended up I abandoned them inside my wardrobe ~ the same old Kubi Disorder. That was okay. NOW I am even worst. I truly enjoyed the shopping moment, truly madly deeply I do but I keep them aside once I got home and the worst part is I didn't get excited at all. I am excited only when I am getting'em but not anymore when I own'em! What happen to me? I am a lil worry myself. Or maybe just because exams are near and I get a lil stress after 2 destress-shopping-spree? Damn. I hate this feeling! Excitement no more.

Anyway, checking out my wish-list. I always buy things I didn't want to. I wonder why. I wanted a knee length black boots but I ended up with 2 ankle boots. And I wanted a black wool coat, but I bought a colorful coat (again!). I seldom wear black. Yeah seldom! I love colors too much Heeee. Conclusion I told myself many times I shouldn't make a wish list because it will be forever unfulfilled. And one thing I dislike about shopping in Moscow, is that you have to worry buying the same piece of apparel as other Malaysians in Moscow LOL =p To me it doesn't matter as long as I love that piece and it looks good on me! And rarely people will buy the same thing because I like odd-stuffs. But it happened once!

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11 more days to exam! Forget about food and shopping, at least for the near 2 weeks. Then I can have all my life back! OMG. What a lengthy post. Needa get back to study =) Night peeps!

p.s : I complained but I still do take 'a few' pictures hehe!

Happy New Year 2010

2010-01-01T01:18:00.005+03:00

I stayed home for New Year.

Been celebrating New Year eve at Kremlin, the center for 4 years in a row and this year I chose to stay home because I don't enjoy the Russian crowd plus those lousy fireworks =p So, I stayed home! And here : One of the best fireworks 2010 I found in Youtube. I do enjoy watching fireworks from Hong Kong & Sydney too.

All my life ; I made no resolutions for the New Year.The habit of making plans, of criticizing, sanctioning and molding my life, is too much of a daily event for me. But it wouldn't be New Year's if I didn't have regrets. So say it : I have regrets!

Would you be mad if I said Happy Studying instead of Happy New Year ? Heeeeee.

Kubi-Quote of the Year ; The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate =) So, peeps Happy New Year 2010 ! ! ! Have a blast!

I am gonna love my new year !

Thank god for all the blessings these years and do bless me with many many good returns =) And lots of luck in exams! Give me unlimited colorful days =) Wooopeeee . . . Exam gonna be in 2 weeks time.

Another White Christmas

2009-12-31T00:44:00.002+03:00

Another white christmas and again this gonna be the last superB cold white christmas. You might notice starting from now all my activities/celebrations gonna be the final one in Moscow. I don't think I will come back to Russia again after graduating next year, never to be more exact. Well, like any other year nothing specially made for christmas this year, just a simple dinner, just the 2 of us.We went to Starlite Diner. An american-chain restaurant. Famous of its interior but not the food. Haha. At least to me LOL the food are always under average. And I think this gonna be my last dining-in. But our christmas night wasn't bad at all XD

There you go . . . ma-favorite Mojito =) and oreo milk shake.

Appetizer the Chicken Caesar Salad . . .The Big Shawn BurgerStarlite MeatLoaf*****
Merry Merry Christmas ! ! !

Happy Solstice 2009

2009-12-30T03:49:00.002+03:00

"Solstice" is derived from the Latin phrase for "sun stands still." Or better known as "Tang Yuan" in chinese.

That's because—after months of growing shorter and lower since the summer solstice—the sun's arc through the sky appears to stabilize, with the sun seeming to rise and set in the same two places for several days. Then the arc begins growing longer and higher in the sky, reaching its peak at the summer solstice.

Being the shortest day of the year, the winter solstice is essentially the year's darkest day, but it's not the coldest.

Throughout history, humans have celebrated the winter solstice, often with an appreciative eye toward the return of summer sunlight. The night on this day is the longest during a year, so “Winter Solstice rice ball” are made at this night. And the rice balls are must ate by couple for good luck. If two balls are left at last, the married will have all their wishes; if one, the unmarried will have success. Fruits and food are used to sacrifice to the ancestors.

The solstices occur twice a year (around December 21 and June 21). I grew up in a family celebrating only once a year and almost every year I celebrate this festive a day after my birthday. The night after my birthday I remembered helping my mum making solstice balls with various of colors - red, white and green. After praying the next morning, solstice balls must be ate by every family members. Said it is for good luck plus whoever ate solstice ball - you are a year older. So gosh me, I am a year older (once more) after my birthday. How sad right Hee.

But trust me, nobody dislike eating solstice balls because they are simply delicious. I made my own solstice balls, counting for the 6th years already. And my favorite solstice balls with red bean paste/peanut/black sesame seed filling and serve with soya bean! Its really yummy yummy =)

TaaaDaaaaaa . . .

Pancho Villa

2009-12-30T03:07:00.006+03:00

This is my 3rd time dining in ~ one of my favorite restaurant in Moscow ; Pancho Villa serves the best mexican food, at least the best I ever had and even better than those I had in the states. Love the interior, the services, the people and the daily latino-mexico performances.

My another birthday treat.

MY pancho favorite lemon lemonade

Appetizer - Chicken Nachos SupremoThe superB yummy salmon Pork Fajitas our all time favoriteDessert with Fruits Chocolate Fondue*****

I wish I could take more pictures but unfortunately my digi-camera is not working well and somebody claimed that SLR is a lil too much LOL =p Unlike the past, we rarely use tripod now. But anyway, memories are to be kept forever. This lil nut Danbo has always by my side for the past 8 years, used to my best best friend, and now still my very the best best friend cum darling. Thank you baby =) Btw, love your RL shirt *wink*

Oh yeah last but not least, again this year he baked me a cake. Not a cheesecake but a choco one! Again I am older by a year. I hate talking about age Heeee.

Nothing Is Ever Simple

2009-12-29T14:27:00.003+03:00

What do you do when you discover you're the parts of the role
you're trying to escape?
Thats happen when you stuck in both person
and you are to be blamed.
Even without saying a word,
still being wrong for doing nothing wrong.
Friendship is not so simple huh.

In fact nothing is ever simple.

But one thing I can do is to ignore.
Ignorance is bliss XD

Kubi-Birthday

2009-12-26T22:16:00.010+03:00

This gonna be my final birthday celebration in Moscow. I DO have a lot of good memories here and this birthday party is one of them. This year my birthday party was held at home unlike any other years, well-organized by my group-mates.

Nicely decorated room with colorful lights and balloon, thanks to the food, thanks to the haha angel-hair-band and most importantly biga-biga thanks to the presents hehe. I love the pink panther pajama & haha I love eating lobster LOL =p

Special thanks to these 3 angels ~ Thanks bebs !

Having a birthday party at home ( sadly in my hostel room LOL ) reminds myself a lot about home. Especially when I think of the food cooked by mum, miss eating 'birthday-reddy-eggs' and miss the crowd. If I were to organize a birthday party at home in future, I think nobody gonna come haha plus I am not young anymore. I really hate thinking about age! Heeee.

And I actually put on weight, I look so fleshy and meaty heeee =p Mum gonna love it.

Will be having another birthday dinner tomorrow with Danbo XD and I miss Pancho Villa so much! Gonna blog about it soon =)

Oh by the way, I am on hols now. New year hols + winter break. Not forgetting about exams, exam just gonna be in 3 weeks time, but I barely even started!

This is ~ Ice Crystals

2009-12-26T21:12:00.004+03:00

How Winter Is Winter

2009-12-15T23:30:00.005+03:00

The weather channel is always my daily first choice. My routine since first year in Moscow. It normally shows the actual temperature, feels-like temperature, snowing/sunny/raining/cloudy/thunder ~ and surprisingly tonight ~ It is shown -27C with unavailable other details and Ice Crystals? (I like this word). Heeeee. I am not sure why. Because its indescribably cold tonight ?

I still feel superB cold inside my warm room. No matter what shit you gonna wear on yourself, how bulky you gonna be, you will still feel cold (definitely~!).

-27C is cold BUT not the coldest I had in Moscow. Once it was below 40C. Said winter is a romantic season ~ well it is, when you love snow! BUT not at all when the temperature decreases to -40C. I really think russian should migrate ; even though they have already slowly migrating to countries with sunny beaches like Miami, Naples, Monaco, Nice and etc . . . Well they should migrate the whole country to somewhere else LOL =p

I hate winter but I am already missing it. My final year in Moscow.

Oh yeah, my graduation trip with my groupmates to Siberia seems to be in danger now! Haha XD I really doubt we will still go with such an indescribably weather. What do you say? There you go . . . Irkutsk, Siberia ~ you gonna stay or you gonna go, you decide =p

Campbells Soup

2009-12-15T23:03:00.005+03:00

Baby Jaden was born 09.09.09 and he is now 3 months old.

Can't wait to see this cutey-campbells-boy.Hes really cute right?!?! With his lil-dimply-dimple. A lil handsome guy I heart XD And I love his outfit hehe!

I'm Yours

2009-12-15T01:31:00.003+03:00

Video from this lil cutie dudey hits more than 4 million views, more than 30 thousand ratings and more than 15 thousand comments in one week time.

No offense but I do really think that asians are more talented. My current best example is Sungha Jung the fingerstyle guitarist. I heart him XD

2009-11-29T22:40:00.002+03:00

I ASK NO MORE BUT FOR TOMORROW.

Paranormal Activity

2009-11-23T18:30:00.006+03:00

Lately I'd been watching a lot of movies, thanks to the superB bloody crazy internet we've got here. SuperB superB slow, really slow haha ! Paranormal Activity. Since I was young, I am never a fan of horror or ghost movie esp when it comes to Korean's, Thailand's etc etc or maybe Japanese. The last time I went for a ghost or horror movie in cinema was 7 years ago, and that was also my only time watching horror movie in cinema! The tales of 2 sisters. It may not sound scary to you at all, but it was threatening my life for 2 months after the movie and from that time onwards I promised myself for not watching horror movie ever in a cinema! Sooner and sooner, my mum told me that I gotta train myself from watching'em since am gonna work oncall in hospital years later (what I worry the most all the time) but I ignored her because I thought they have no connections at all.

Until year ago, whenever there is a horror movie on screen, or said : the scariest ever, my friends always invite me to watch'em together - so that I won't be freak out. Even though I close my eyes with pillows most of the time, but still, out of 100, 10% I get to watch the horror part, not bad at all right. Plus, they are so generous to read me the subtitles haha!

Last week I watched Paranormal Activity and that was the bravest me watching 60% out of 100% haha! Well, you know why when you watch it - you gotta have patience and concentration, it is connected more to things happening in a normal haunting house and I think you should really watch it unless you have motion-sickness, then you shouldn't. Heee. You might like it. To me, it is SO REAL. I didn't sleep well that night, had nightmares and I dare not get down from bed when I was already awake at 12NOON because the room is dimmed with curtain, and someone knocked on the door just like that scene LOL! Its a good movie you should watch, you might think it is 100% true-case but after googling them, well it's a fiction of course!

The movie haunt my mind again NOW while entering this post -____-

Alright cut the haunt! I went for 2012 in Dome Cinema yesterday - well it's nice but not as good as I expected. Not impressive is the right word to use.

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I am having Endocrinology posting now. 5 more postings to end this semester. 1.5 more months for my winter exams and well 7 more months for my graduation! Not excited at all, instead a lil depress haha well I think I prefer study life MORE! I thought everyone prefer studying or will definitely miss their study life eventually after start working, not until just now, one of my friend told me, he prefer working Heee!

Dinner time!